Can I be any more stupid???????

I got up at 12:30 tonight. Last night I got up at 1:30. :o( Tonight, I only got 2 and a half hours of sleep. I'm up to take care of the puppy. My husband needs his sleep to go to work. He doesn't like to hear the puppy cry while she's in her kennel, so I got up. I feel she needs to get used to it some time. But again...it's my fault because I'm the one that got the puppy in the first place, so I should be the one that has to take care of it. Like I said...I bit off more then I can chew with this one. :o( My sister and daughter were here yesterday to help as well, and it still didn't make things any easier. Even on them. My grandson is very sick, and vomited. My daughter and sister stayed up until 1:30, then I got up. My grandson being sick couldn't sleep. So I took care of him as well. If it wasn't for my sister and my daughter yesterday, I don't know what I would have done. I have those tests today that are the all day tests. So I won't be here. No one will be. So I'm going to have to put her in her kennel until I get back. I feel there's nothing wrong with that. By doing this, it will help in potty breaking her. Too bad my husband doesn't feel the same. :o( It's making it much harder on me this way. Well...I don't know how stupid I can get after this one!? It's my fault. I should have known that I wasn't able to take care of a puppy like this. :o( No one will know how bad I feel over this. I don't know what to do about it. I'm so worn out and in so much pain, I don't know how much longer I can do this. My legs are so weak and so are my arms and back. Oh well...it's all my fault. Thank you for your comments and may God bless you all.

................I don't want anyone to think that I don't like animals/dogs. Not the case here. This is just "my opinion," I don't "feel" that it's a "bad" thing to put a puppy in a kennel to train them. Thats what we have done before. And thats why a friend of mine let us borrow one of her kennels. Plus, there is a lot that I have not wrote...now one knows what has been said or done that does not live here! All I wanted to do was make my husband happy...and I didn't think of myself in this case. Again, my fault.

Nothing new....

Nothing new lately. I've been feeling the same. My physical therapist found new mucsle cramps/lumps. Oh joy. I'm very stiff and in a lot of pain.
I also feel that it was a BIG mistake for me to get the new puppy. I can't take care of her. :o( My limitations make it too hard for me to do. Plus...I think I've created a monster as well! :o( The ones that know how it is in this house with a dog here will know what I'm talking about. :o(
Thank you for the comments and God bless you.

And so on..........

Yesterday really seemed like a looonnnggg day! My sister and I aren't feeling cery well. She had a fever and was resting. I didn't think to check mine....but I resting the best I could as well. We both have the same symptoms that my grandson had on Thursday! I hope that he is doing better. He is 9 months old today. :o) My daughter went to Jokers Comedy Club last night with her Dad and step mom for her birthday. :o) I can't wait to hear all about it and to see pictures! LOL When you go there and it's your birthday...you have to go on the stage and down a drink! LOL I wish I could have been there to see that! LOL :o)
Our new puppy has been doing great with going out side to potty! :o) Someone takes her out every half hour. :o) She went to the Vet. yesterday and got her shots and nails clipped and dewormed. She weighs 5 lbs. and 2 oz.! :o) aaawww! So she was feeling kind of punky too yesterday. She layed with my sister and I in my bed. :o) She's asleep on my lap right now. :o)

I've been thinking about the pain that I'm in and all the medicines that I take. I wonder what would happen if I stopped taking them? I'm in pain 24/7 any ways. Nothing has been helping me. So what would change? I can't think of anything. I'm going to start today and wean myself off of them. All that I feel everyday is the pain that I'm in while I'm in a stuper feeling. And I'm tired of that. So I'm going to do something about it.

Thats all for now...God bless you all and thank you for your comments! :o) I appreciate them a lot! :o)

Such a great day!

Yesterday I didn't have anything planned to do. I really needed to rest...buuutttt....I seen that there were lab/shephard mix puppies in the paper for free and they were 6 weeks old. Sooooo.....I got an idea! :o) I asked all of my family if they could help with the potty training if I would happen to get a new puppy. :o) We all have are times when we will be able to do this. :o) I just had a good feeling when I read about these pupies...even though there were others like them for free as well, but these stood out for me! :o) I wanted to get and surprise my husband! And I did! :o) My sister and I went to pick one out and there were only one female left and I thought it was the prettiest one any way. :o) I picked her up and immediatly she snuggled on me! :o) Now I love that! :o) She liked me! :o) I brought her home and gave her a little bath in the bathroom sink. She's so beautiful! :o) She is a dark brown like the color of chocolate. :o) She looks like a little bear cub! :o) My grandson and the puppy get along great as well! Thats very important. My husband came home and was very surprised! YAY! :o) It was so wonderful to see! :o)
For not having anything planned...I sure had a full day! lol :o) It was great! :o) I don't know what came over me to do this because of me having a hard time with the potty training.....but after reading that add, I just had a good feeling about it! :o) Sooooo...lol...I just did it! :o) When I can, I'm foinf to put a few pictures of her up. :o)
After having such a full and very active day....boy was I beat! Whew! And very sore. I was in a lot of pain, but I was also doing good with only doing what I could do. My daughter, son and my sister were here so it made it easier on me. :o) Right now, boy am I feeling it! Whew! Today can't be as active. :o)

My sister had an interview yesterday....and I really hope that she gets this job and so does she! It's in Troy, just the next town south of us. She would have an office and a company car and cell phone, and would do the planning all herself! YAY! And it has all the bennifits that you could ask for! :o) She is very excited and so am I. :o)

I need to go now...the puppy is up! lol :o) Have a good day and God bless you all and thanks for all the comments! :o)

And so on......

The past two days have been great except for my back pain. I've been doing my best to rest as much as possible, and I use my heating pad. My son has really been a big help lately. :o) My sister came back yesterday from Eaton. :o) She is still in a lot of pain from the accident as well. It's her back also. I went with her to the ER yesterday and this time they found more wrong. They actually checked her back this time. She has an appointment in a few weeks to see her doctor. She has to go to Therapy as well. She got two shots to try and relax the muscles around the spine...as they are very tight and bunched up around the spine. It seemed to help for awhile.
I had my doctors appoinment yesterday morning. I found out what was found on the x-rays. He said that it showed that I have a type of arthritis on my spine and one of my vertabras is slide out of place. Well...now I know why I'm having so much pain there. Since none of my x-rays have shown any kind of arthritis before, and my vertabra and tumor on the spine, now I have to go through more testing. I have to have a full body bone scan and an MRI on my spine. He told me that this will be "an all day event" and I'll have a lunch break. :o) Good! :o) I've had these tests before, so I know what to expect. A long day laying on my back on hard tables. Ouchie! Well, now I know why I'm in such pain. I'm sure that the accident is what knocked out the vertabra. There is nothing else that I have done that could make that happen. Like he told me the last time I seen him...my sister and I are lucky that we survived that accident! Whew! I thank God for that! :o)

I don't have any plans for today. My physical therapist is coming this morning. I know this is going to hurt...Whew! But I also know that it will relieve some of my pain. :o) My doctor also raised the Lyrica that I take for nerve pain 50 mg. That should help as well. I suppose thats all for now. God bless you all, and thank you for comments, all are welcome. :o)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NENA!

Well....today was ok. My doctors office called me to let me know about my tests. My CT scan was normal, and my x-rays of my spine showed something. hhmmmm. Now I really can't wait to see him next.
I'm still in a lot of pain. But not any different from any other day.
I had fun tonight! It's my daughter's 21st birthday! :o) YAY!
I think my sister might be able to find a job here soon. :o) Cool! I know I'd like that. :o)
Thats all for now....Happy birthday Nena! :o)

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Well....the last two days have been the same with my pain. It has gotten a bit worse. It's still the places when I was in the car accident. My back and my hips! My back will start hurting pretty bad, then there goes my hips. I've laid with pillows under my legs/knees to try to take the pressure off, and still no relief. I have a doctors appointment this wednesday, and I'll find out the results of my tests.

Yesterday, my sister and I went back to Eaton to get my hair redone. We both went to get our hair highlighted and my sisters was done right but mine wasn't at all. I asked for it not to be cut and not a new hair color, just highlights. Well, I didn't get what I asked for at all....my hair was colored very dark and cut as well very short...or should I say chopped up! I was not at all happy about it. Even the ends of my hair was burnt! Another lady tried her best to fix my hair the best that she could. It looks a lot better, but it's still not at all how I originally wanted it. But I do like it this way...the color of the highlights. Then we came back home and my daughter and her boyfriend and my grandson came over for dinner. :o) My sisters boy friend was here as well. :o) It was so fun! :o) I just love to have my family around. :o) I got tired early and had to go to bed...but I hope they were still up playing the game that they were playing when I went to bed. :o) Scatagories is so fun to play! LOL :o) Today there is going to be a birthday party at my daughters house for her! :o) I can't wait for that....she will be 21! :o) Good Grief that means both of my kids our legal! LOL :o) Boy does that make me feel old! LOL :o)

Yesterday morning, I signed on line and found that a friend of mine had sent me some pictures that I had lost when my computer crashed! :o) It made me cry to see that! :o) I really appreciated it! :o) And she has more that she is going to send me when she has the time! :o) Thank you so much! :o)

This is all for now. I got up way too early once again....so maybe I'll be able to go back to bed later. Would be nice. :o) God bless you all and thanks for the comments! :o)

SSDD

Yesterday wasn't that bad of a day.....pain wise it was the same. gggrrr! I'm still feeling a lot of pain where I was injured from the car accident. Then my regular fibro pain. Geesh! My sister came back for a few more days! Yay! :o) I miss it when she's not here.
I didn't get that disk for my computer yet. So, I'm still using my laptop. At least I'm still able to get on line. :o)
We had some very nice weather during the first part of the day, a little windy, but nice and warm. I think it got up to 63 degrees! Then in the evening we started to have warnings out for tornados and high winds up to 50 to 60 mph! Good Grief! We got out our flash lights just in case our electricity went out because of tree limbs falling on our electrical lines. Thankfully we didn't have what they had predicted. Whew!
Today I don't know what I'll have planned, besides resting still because of the pain. I want to thank you all for your comments. God bless you. :o)

Not a good day.....

Yesterday I woke up feeling miserable. I feel like I've got a cold. BLAH!
My best friend came over as well, and I've been having a lot of problems with my computer for the past week now. Well...needless to say..it has crashed! :o( It went to black screen. I had no idea as to what went wrong because I ran all of my virus checkers and spy ware and found nothing. I bought another program and I found over 300 problems wrong! I had already had a virus that all of the other checkers did not detect. By the time I found it, it was too late. I was noticing that things would come up missing. And my friend was working on it all day and it just kept rebooting it's self and each time it rebooted and came back, more would be gone. It was already a goner. :o( I'm on my lap top right now. So It's safe. But..there sits my computer and I've lost so much that was on it. :o( Ireplaceable pictures of my grandson the minute he was born. :o( That I think hurts me the most. I'll never have them back. My friend went home and got on her computer and found the disk that goes to my computer if what had happen would happen, ( thats where the company's get you in the pocket ) and called me to let me know that she found it and my husband bought it. It was so much more cheaper then buying it at Staples or someplace like that, $17.99 I think is what it was. It will be here today or tomorrow. Then I will be able to fix the computer back to the way I got it. And will be virus free.
So...today all I have planned to do is get plenty of bed rest and try to get better. My sister is coming back today, but I don't know again for how long. :o) Thats all for now...God bless you all and thank you for all of your comments. :o)

Happy Valentine's Day.

Well.....I've been having strange problems with my computer for the past few days now. So it has taken me awhile to get back on line to blog. I don't think I have everything worked out yet, but I will work on it tomorrow some more.
Today is also my 20th wedding aniversary! YAY! :o) Wow! Seems a lot longer then that!!! LOL ;o) j/k
Today I was suppose to go down to Kettering to the sports medicine center in the Kettering Hospital. I didn't have a ride there, so they had some people come to my house instead. I was glad because I really didn't want to miss that appointment. They also sent a person from Advanced Medical Equipment in Dayton as well. They were here to measure me for a motorized wheel chair. They also checked out my house to see if I'd be able to get around. I will be. I need to get a ramp built as soon as possible though coming off the side of my front porch. I will find out in about 3 months if my insurance will pay for it. Please pray for me. :o) Yesterday I had to go to the hospital for a CT scan and more x-rays of my spine and hips. My best friend took me. ;o) I was glad because she always makes me laugh and can always make a dull situation fun. :o) And she did. :o) I really apprecitaed her for doing that for me. :o)
For the past few days, I've been having such up and down emotions. I've been letting too many things get to me. I've been noticing so many other things that I'm not able to do and things that I have lost again, and know I'll never have back again. My mobility range in my arms are very limited now, and of course my hips and legs are very bad. Not to mention all the pain as well. When you go to do something that you've been doing all your life, and then find out that you're not able to do it kind of bums you out somewhat. And it has. I know now that I'm losing the use of my arms and legs. I just have to come to terms with that and move on. It's just taking a few days. Oh well.
I suppose thats all for now.....God bless you all and thank you for all of your comments. :o)

So So....

I guess I had an ok day yesterday. My sister went back to Eaton, and my daughter went back home. :o( Oh well. Fun while it lasted. It doesn't matter anymore.
My daughter had writen something pretty bad in her journal yesterday that really has upset me as well. I suppose the whole day was nothing but let downs and surprises.
Today I have to go to the hospital to go through more tests because of the car accident. Oh joy! After last night...I just don't really care. I feel so let down. Then I tried to sign on line and come to find out that my daughter had been the last one on line and must have done something that made the account get TOS! :o( What a great day and night it was. Yea right! It finally got straightened out and now we have it back up again.
And yes....this pain is really getting to me. My physical pain. And my emotions. I guess when you get to a point of happiness...you are blinded what is right in front of your face. I'm hurting in so many different ways this morning. There are things that I won't write about. No reason to. Everyone has their own lives that they have to live. And that includes me as well.
Again...talk about feeling ignored! I guess I realized yesterday just how much by more then one. Again....everyone has their own lives. And I have mine. I have nothing at all planned today except for the tests, and after that, I will just be in my room and in my bed. Nothing else to do. Just wish I could be treat properly for whatever it is that I have. I'm getting alittle tierd of losing things I was able to do a week ago. It seems that the more I lose from my body, the more I lose in life. I still need what I used to, and I'm still the same person I was, just seems that the more I lose from my body the less I see others. Even when I have asked for help. I am to the point to where I don't really care if I do or don't. Others have their own lives. I'm not having a pity party, just stating the facts! Thats all..........

FOURS

Fours--- Heres how it works: List four things for each category, then tag four friends to do the same on their blogs. Have Fun!

Jobs I have had: 
Candy Store
Pizza maker
Model
Photographer for Santa

Movies I can watch over and over again:
Napolion Dynomite
Christmas Vacation
Forrest Gump
Major Pain

Places I have lived:
Ohio
Illinios
Wyoming
Montana

TV shows I like:
NICS
Ghost Whisperer
CSI Los Vegas
How I met your mother

Sites I visit daily:
My jouranl
Pogo games
My friends journals
My other jouranl

Places I'd rather be right now:
Florida
Arizona
Montana
My old house we just moved out of.

Dishes I love:
Sweer potato casseral
Steak
Baked yams
Shrimp Cocktail

Places I have vacationed:
Ft. Meyers Florida
Chicago
Smokey Mountains
Little Big Horn Montana

Books I love:
Anything by Sylvia Browne
Anything by Mary Summer Rain
Anything by Steven King
Anything by Nicolos Sparks

Music I like:
Alternative
Classic Rock
Some Country
50's and 60's music

People I tag!
Kimmie
Rhonda
Nena
Carolyn

 

 

 

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Yesterday was a fun day! :o) Yes, I am still having problems with my back and hips pretty bad, but that didn't stop me from having fun with my family. :o) My sister and her kids and boy friend were here, and my daughter and my grandson were here and for a little bit, my son and his girl friend were here! :o) I loved it! :o) with the help of my husband and my sister and daughter I was able to make super for everyone. :o) I made a recipe from my grandma's. :o) Tasted great! :o) Afterwards, I had to get back in bed becuase my lumps on my legs that are still there, my knees and ankles were swollen. And my back was hurting. I would rest in bed from time to time to makes sure I would be ok..because the pain hasn't gotten any better at all. My grandson is doing good at getting around now! lol :o) Too cute! :o) He has two teeth now on the bottom! :o) My daughter and I were teaching him how to pick up pieces of his baby food and put it in his mouth by himself. :o) He was doing it on his own about the third time! YAY! :o) He loved the new little treats that grandma got him! :o) My neice and nephew had so much fun playing with him! My husband helped me out in the morning when he woke up, because my daughter is staying here for a few days. :o) To me, having my family around is the best thing! :o) I love it! :o) Even though I'm in pain...it really helps me so much more having my family here! :o)

On another subject.....My sister and I are still in a lot of pain since the car accident. :o( Still using the patches, but it doesn't seem like enough at times. But at least it's something. :o) And we are using our heating pads as well. Got to go....my grandson is waking up! :o) God bless you! :o)

 

ps. nope...he was just dreaming! :o)

Just the pain still......

Boy......the patch that my doctor gave me to put directly on my pain areas really does work. But....the down side of it is that I can only use it for 12 hours on and 12 hours off. So, after I have to take them off, the pain all comes back. :o( Ouchie! I don't know what's going on with my back and hips, but it's to the point to were it is very hard for me to walk! :o( I don't know what to think. It kind of scares me a bit on what my body is doing. And me not being able to do anything about It.

My daughter called last night and she and my grandson has spent the night! :o) I really love it to have them both here! :o)

Well...thats all for now. Thanks for your comments and God bless you. :o)

Just stuff.....

Yesterday was so very up and down all day. I put one of those patches on, and boy do they really work! :o) Too bad I can't wear two of them at the same time. I cut it up into 3 pieces, they are that big, and put them in my worse pain areas. After awhile, I was starting to feel all of the other places that are killing me! So, they really do work. And I'm so glad. :o) I also layed in bed for awhile to help with my hips. I would get up and check my email then go back to bed. If I am in the same position for too long, the pain just shoots through my whole body and seems to get worse. I was of course in a good mood...because my daughter came over to visit and brought my grandson with her. :o) That always cheers me up. :o) Then I got up again, and seen that someone was very upset with me. :o( So then my mood went way down. :o( I did however, get some emails that cheered me back up again. :o) Geesh! What a day. :o) Then my son helped to get some of my books down off of my shelves in this room. Yes! He got the ones that I can't reach that were on the top two shelves. :o) Today, my sister and I are going to finish up this room....that is if we can. :o) So thats something good. :o) I'm hoping that today won't be such an up and down mood day for me....boy does it mess with my body. Whew! Last night I got up and started to walk, and my legs almost went out from under neath me! I continued to try to walk and I almost couldn't! My sister came up to me because she seen what was happening with me and grabbed ny arm and helped me to sit back down. :o( Oh boy....now that really scared me! I tried to tell my legs to move and they wouldn't! I really need to get some more rest and try to keep my stress level down a bit more. Because I do not want to end up that way again! That was way too scary for me! :o(

I want to thank all of you that have left comments. :o) Thank you very much, they really do keep me going! :o) God bless you. :o)

Things in general.......

First of all...I was trying to make this journal private yesterday, but I couldn't figure out how to do it. I had a few emails asking me why they couldn't get on this journal. Thats why. I put it back to a public journal, and I guess it took some time to go back to being public, I don't know...it was all confusing to me. Sorry about that. :o)

I was able to get in to my doctors as well yesterday. Finally! I really needed to see him after the car accident. My son rode with me so I wouldn't be alone going to and from there. :o) He checked me out pretty thorough. Which hurt like you know what. He told me that my sister and I are very lucky, because of how the accident happened. He told me that our Angels were with us both that day! :o) Plus I know God was as well. :o) I'm still having dizzy spells and seeing black spots during them. So he ordered a CT scan. And wasn't very happy to find out that they didn't do that in the ER! He was checking my spine, and boy did that hurt like you know what! Yikes! The pain of that and then it went right to my hips! He also checked them as well. He ordered more x-rays on my spine and hips. He didn't like the way my spine felt. Uh oh. He said all he can do until he gets all of my test results back is give me a pain patch. He gave me Lidoderm. He told me that I could cut them up into 4 pieces (because they are hudge) and put them in the main places that hurt. And I'm also to stay in bed and on my heating pad. He checked my neck out and told me that I have a touch of whipplash. Oh great, I've had that before and it hurts like you know what! No wonder I can only turn my head so far, and I've been having a lot of pain there. So, I need to rest my neck as well....but the only way I know how to do that is to lay in bed, and I honestly do not like doing that. But again, if it's going to help me feel better, I'll do it. I really trust my doctor, and he's never been wrong before. So...my day was pretty full. My physical therapist is coming this morning, so I'll let her know about my visit, and maybe have her help me with putting on a patch. Because I can't reach very far, and I'm not able to reach to put a patch on where it hurts. so this will be a two person task. :o)

I guess thats all for now. God Bless you all and thank you for your comments! :o)

uuuugggghhhhh............

I woke up to another letter saying that I am calling this person a very bad name....which I didn't! This has got to stop! My nerves can't take anymore! Especially when I know who you are.

I was finally able to get to bed around 11:30 last night. uuuggghhh!!! And got up at 4:00. Thats not too bad though. I have a dentist appointment today, and the insurance people are finally coming out to look at my car for all of the damage. About time. I'm going to try once again to get in to see my doctor. I really need to see him so he can look at my injuries from the accident. Because I'm getting worse, not better, and it's a week today since it has happened.

Other then that, all I have planned to do today is again...rest in my bed with the heating pad. :o( I thought that my sister would be back by now, but I think she said she wouldn't be back for awhile. :o( Oh well. Thats all...God bless you, and thank you for your supportive comments.

I need to talk.......

Well, it's after 10:00 and I'm still awake. :::::sigh::::: I have so much on my mind right now, I just feel like screaming at the top of my lungs right now! I've been resting in bed for hours now with my heating pad, and I still hurt. gggrrr! It now feels like my left hip is rubbing bone to bone now. Ouchie! And my right hip is feeling like my left one did. A lot of this stress that I've been having sure hasn't helped a whole lot! I got emails from that person that has been saying nasty things about me. So, instead of commenting in my journal, I guess they have decided to be bold enough to email me. The funny thing is....I know who it is, and they still won't come clean with all of this! This is what I think, and it's just my opinion....I think that this person feels that they can write or say or even do not nice things to me and my family and think that I won't retaliate. They see me as someone that will just keep taking what they are giving me, and thats not the case anymore! I don't want drama in my life like you seem to do. I like my life and am very happy with my life and family. I also feel that you are not happy and by doing the things that you have been doing to me, is because you're not happy with your life so you want to bring me down, and I'm not going to let that happen! I have too many great things going on in my life, and I deffintly don't need all of your negativity. Because thats all you seem to thrive on. And I know you well enough to know this. So I'm asking you another time, stop with this game playing because I already know who you are and I don't play those games anymore! I have a family and a life that I'd rather give my attention to then your petty little game. Ok?

Thank you all for your supportive comments. :o) God bless you all. :o)

Something I realized.

I've been dealing with a situation for a while now, and last week I decided to take myself out to try to look inward. And I think it worked, plus with the help of someone else. Yes, I do know who one of the persons that writes comments in my journal. I read my journal all the way back to July! This person didn't start commenting until November. Which at first lead me to assume it was someone else when it isn't. And I'm very sorry for assuming it was you. This situation is over! Now, I am waiting for the person that has been writing commnets under a psuedo name to come forward and at least tell me why you did this. Like I said, I already know who you are. It really has hurt my feelings that you've done this to me. Just tell me why? And I might understand. Ok?

uuuhhhh.....I woke up this morning at 2:30! Again, no sleep. My phusical therapist came yesterday morning and afterwards I've been hurting like I was after the car accident! I'm in a lot of pain right noe and my body would let me sleep because of it. I was in bed most of the day as well. I really wasn't able to do anything else. My duaghter and grandson are here spending the night. :o) She does her laundry today and just decided to go ahead and stay. :o) I don't have anything planned for today except to rest in bed and to spend time with my daughter and grandson. :o) Sounds good to me. :o)

Thats all for now. I'm too tired and in too much pain to write much more. God bless you amd thanls for your comments. :O)

Am apology.

I am very sorry to someone that I had writen to in a comment. I now know who you really are. Ok? And as for that screen name, it will be blocked from now on. Ok? I would just like to know why some people like to stoke fire where it shouldn't be? They honestly need to stay out of my business. It didn't take all that long to figure out who you were by reading back comments and putting things together. I never thought it would be this way. Thank you.

Nothing in general.

Yesterday was a full day. :o) Whew! My sister had a small birthday party for her daughter. :o) Then of course, it was super bowl Sunday! My daughter and her boy friend and the baby came over to watch it as well as to come to the birthday party. :o) I took time out to get in bed to rest and to sit on my heating pad for my pain. It was a lot of fun yesterday! :o) My pain from the car accident is hurting me again pretty bad. My physical therapist is coming this morning, so that should help. It's really going to hurt, but I know it will help. She might have some suggestions for me to do to help the pain during the day time and at night. I only had 3 hours of sleep last night because of my left hip and leg was hurting. Then my right leg started having muscle spasms. Geesh! So I just got up. I will get better. :o) My sister went back to Eaton to visit with her boy friend last night. She'll be back in a few days. :o) I straightened my hair out, ( I have a perm in it ) and really noticed how short it was and that the highlights weren't like I thought they were going to be. For the price of what was paid, my hair should have been the way I wanted it. :o( I cried when I first saw it. The lighter parts makes it look like I have gray hair all over! Which I really don't. Oh well, I guess ther's nothing I can do with it. Maybe I'll buy another box color and just cover it all up myself. :o( My husband asked me last night what I wanted for our 20th aniversary. I honestly don't know. :o) I told him I'd have to sleep on it. It's hard to believe it's been 20 years. I think we both derserve a medal! lol :o)

I want to thank all for your comments. God bless you all. :o)

Just talking...........

I got up at 4:00 again this morning. I think my body has an internal alarm clock. I can't seem to get past 4:00. My back and left shoulder and my left hip is still bothering me a lot. I haven't been resting in bed and that could be why it's still hurting.

My sister and my best friend surprised me yesterday by rearanging my living room to make it more wheel chair accessible. :o) I was laying down taking a nap and woke up to it. :o) Today, we have planned to do this room now. :o) YAY! I love the way my living room looks. I have a sectional couch which makes it extremly hard to move and to make it work. As soon as I'm able to, I'd like to get new furniture that will fit in the living room properly. That would make it even easier for my scooter to get around better. Just another pipe dream of mine. I know it will never happen. It was close at one time, but not now. I can wait like always. :o) My sister fell on the back deck on the snow last night and reinjured her back. :o( She was injured as well in the car accident. :o( I hope she feels better today. She's been taking the pain pills the doctor gave her to help.

I would like to know a few things that I haven't understood since it's been going on. First of all, the other J-Lander that had been saying things about me that aren't true, has made it sound like that "we" have talked and even seen each other. Not the case at all. I haven't seen nor talked to them since the end of October. Thats why I have no clue as to why they are continuing to do this to me and my daughter.It almost seems as though someone is saying stuff to them that isn't true.  And I'm asking for it to just end. Ok? It's childish and makes no since at all. To be truly honest, I'd like to even talk with her one on one to actually find out what I did that was so bad, and maybe find out if someone has said something to them that isn't true. Because none of this makes any since to me. We were once very close good friends, and all of the sudden we're not? I don't understand. And yes, it did and still does hurt me.

Well, tonight my sister is having a birthday party for her daughter. :o) Sounds like fun. :o) My daughter and my grandson will be here as well. :o) I haven't seen them in awhile, and it will be nice to visit with them. :o) Except for last night...she had my sister and I babysit while her and her boy friend went to a movie. That was so fun. :o) My best friend was here also and he had to have a bath because I gave him an orange, and boy was he sticky! LOL :o)

I want to thank all that comments in my journal. :o) I welcome them all. :o) God bless you. :o)

Nothing in general.

It was a long day yesterday....in a good way. :o) My sister and I are starting to feel a bit better from the accident. My pain is still ther but not as bad as it was. My body will still let me know if I move the wrong way. We had planned to go to Eaton to get our hair trimed and colored and highlighted. :o) I've never had my hair professionally done like that before. :o) What a big difference! :o) I told her the problems I had before with different color that had been put on my hair, and she didn't have any problems at all. YAY! :o) My sister's hair looks so great! We went to lunch first, then went to the salon and it took about 3 1/2 hours to do both of of hair. Not bad. :o) Today, we plan on rearranging the living room and this room ! YES! Finally! :o) I need to get this house as handicap accesible as possible before I do get the scooter. Which I'm praying will be soon. :o) Actually, it should be within the next two weeks. :o) YAY! Next will be the hot tub. :o) When you beleive and have faith, it will always all come together! :o)

I want to thank everyone for their comments. :o) Keep them coming. :o) God bless you all. :o)

The after affect.....

Yesterday was very painful. I'm calling my doctor this morning and try to get in today to be checked. The accident did more damage to me then I thought. I can't even try to describe it. My sister is doing better, which is good. I was more worried about her then I was about me. I was in bed with the heating pad on my back as well. Yes, I'm very glad that my daughter and my grandson wasn't with us when this happened. I don't even want to think of what could have happened.

I want to thank you all for your comments...keep them coming. :o) God bless you all. :o)

In a car accident!

Yesterday started out to be a really fun day wih my sister and I. :o) Up until around 5:00 we were on are way to this party supple store so my sister could get some things for her daughters birthday party on Sunday. We were stopped at the stop light and the traffic was bad becuase of the time. I noticed in the rear view mirror that the car coming up behind me wasn't slowing down, so I thought I'd put both of my feet on the breaks for just in case she didn't slow down in time. As soon as I put both feet on the breaks, She slammed into me! Didn't even slow down! I seen it all happen in my rear view mirror! She rammed us so hard she actually made us move up another cars distance! And thankfully the car ahead of me had moved up a bit so I didn't hit them. Whew! But it was close. The speed limit on that street is 40 mph. So I'm speculating that is the speed she was going. Plus, she was on a cell phone. gggrrr! So right away the both of us had instant pain! The police and ambulance were called for my sister and I. The other driver was not injured. They put neck braces on us and strapped us both on a baord. We had x-rays and a pain shot at the hospital. Thankfully we are both fine, just feels like we've been run over by a train. So...we are going to be resting all day. God bless you all, and take care. :o)

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I was able to get 7 and a half hours of sleep last night!!! YAY! :o) It's been awhile for that. :o) I'm hoping that having that much sleep will help me through my day today. I was still in a lot of pain yesterday. Now both of my hips are going out and very painful. Which in turn make my legs hurt as well.

I had a very full day as well. My daughter had spent the night to do her laundry and my best friend came over and then my mom. :o) I also had a great phone converstion with a very good friend of mine. She really cheered me up, as always. :o) My sister had asked my daughter to choose someplace to go for lunch for her birthday. Any place she wanted! :o) She picked one of our favorite places....Red Lobster. :o) We had so much fun. :o) My grandson was having a ball flirting with the waitresses! LOL Too funny! :o) My sister bought him a Johny Jump Up! LOL...and boy does he know how to use it! LOL He loves it! :o) So...that means that after we went to lunch...we went out to the new Wal-Mart! :o) There was a person dressed up as Chester Cheetah...and you could get a picture with him free! So I had my daughter help me stand and hold my grandson, and we got our picture taken with Chester! :o) Too cute! We all really had fun yesterday. :o)

Today, My sister and I are going out again. :o) It's so nice to get out of this house. I'd like to go and grab my daughter and grandson and take her with us. LOL :o) She really needs to get out more often as well. And today I start taking the new medicine I've been taking now for a week...instead of one in the morning, now two. So....I'll see how that will effect me. So far, I think it should be ok. I haven't had a reaction to just taking the one pill. Whew! Don't need any more bad reactions!

Well....Thats all for now. :o) God bless all of you! :o) And please, keep your comments coming! :o)