I'll be away today.

I have a dentist appointment today. I'll be gone the better part of the day. Nena...if you are reading this....Where are you? Please tell me. I'm very worried about you. :o( Call me..please. What is going on? I need something to let me know that you are ok. :o( I won't believe it until I hear your voice. :o(

My heart is hurting.

I want to be left alone today, except if you are my daughter.

Please..leave me alone for awhile.

All I want to do for the next few days, is to be alone. Unless you are my daughter. She's the only person I want to see, and hear from! Thanks.

This is why I say, Please don't take life for granted!!!!

I got an email from my daughter this morning. I never thought she could hurt me as bad as she has now! :o( The sad thing about it is, she doesn't care! :o( She doesn't care about no one, except for someone that has been known to just get mad, and kick her out! What's wrong with this picture? Hmmmm! This will take a long time for me to heal from this. A very long time!

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I got a little more sleep last night. I feel a bit better. My husband and I talk to my daughter last night. It makes him feel better to hear her voice as well. We were both able to actually talk to her about the little one, and how she really needs to come here so she can go to a doctor to be checked. She doesn't understand that you absolutly have to do this. It's for the baby's health, then hers. She say's this is all happening all at once. Well....thats the way it happens! All at once! And continues. Nothing will ever stop, or slow down now. We love her so much, we really want to see her and the baby healthy. Nothing wrong with that. With yesterday for me to go over everything, including my health, my dizziness and everything else I was experiancing, I think was just plain surprised. :o) This morning my back is killing me still. I'm having pain in my left foot, left leg, and hips. Nothing out of the ordinary. Which is good. The only other thing I had yesterday happen, was anxiety. Which I also think goes along with the territory of being very surprised. :o) Our lives are forever changed! :o) I love you, Aloha! :o)

I'm going to be a grandma!

Yesterday, my daughter asked me to call her. I did. She told me that she was pregnant. :o) I had asked her if she would come here so I could take care of her. She said she was about to ask me the samething! :o) That made me feel great! I am going to call her today, to see what's she's up to. My husband feels that she won't come, because of the strong hold that her boyfriends family has on her. I want her to prove him wrong! She will! :o) I think I'm still in a state of shock. I'm sure she is as well. Other then that yesterday, my back was still hurting. Nothing more, though. :o) Maybe this is God's way of helping me, so that I will be able to help my daughter. :o) Well, I guess that's all I have to say for now.

A question for all that have Fibromyalgia.

I've been having problems with things not smelling right, or not tasting the same. Does anyone that has Fibromyalgia have this problem? No, I'm not pregnent. :o)