......wow, 2 entry's in 1 day!

I've still been doing a lot of thinking. I just can't get my daughter off of my mind for some reason today. I've decided to just relax, take a hot bath, and just take it easy today alone. I really need to do some soul searching. I just can't get out of my head, that when I was talking to my daughter last night, I just blurted out, "Just get your bag, and come up here!" She didn't say anything. Like I said, it's what you don't say that says more. I have the shakes. I just honestly don't know what to do. I just know how much I love her! :o) I love you Nena!