Feeling abanded.

Yesterday was a pretty hard day. I only had 3 pills, but I must have been having some type of with draws from it. My doctor's nurse called back to let me know that the doctor would not put me on Demerol. Which when I was there, we had talked about that instead of the Oxycotin. She told me that he said for me to go to the pain clinic at the hospital for my pain from now on! I feel like he has abanded me. I'm still in a lot of pain, but still dealing with it. This morning I feel a little dizzy, but I'll handle it as well. This is all I feel like writing right now. I do hope everyone has a pain free/less pain day. :o)