Why?

I've been going through a lot this past few days...not only with my pain but with the people that live in my neighborhood. I can't even put it all into words to what they heve done and said to me and my best friend and her daughter. And why? I've never in my life met people that act like this...feel that they can talk to you in any way they want, and think that it's ok, and if you happen to have a problem with it, then you are the one in the wrong...and they "punish" you in such a way that hurts so bad. In my last entry, I was writing about a show my husband and I had watched, and she automatically thought I was talking about her. No. And I still don't know why she thought this. Unless she was having guilt feelings. They say that they have God in their heart and have strong faith in the Lord. But their actions say something very different. I woke up to a very nasty email yesterday, and I don't know why she even wrote such a thing. It hurt me pretty bad. Let me tell you, the God that I have in my heart and have my faith in wouldn't agree with any of this at all. I'm not a mean person, I don't pose a threat to anyone, and I set no traps for anyone, and I'm not an evil spirirt as I've been told by her. This is the letter that I got.... All Christianity Aside,
How Dare you....... You are nothing but a LIAR !!!! YOU
ARE THE MOST SELF CENTERED BITCH I HAVE EVER, EVER IN MY LIFE MET. Where did it become Brad and I's
responsibility to make sure your ASS is taken care of
or even helped when you won't get off your sorry ass
to help yourself. How much lumber(for a ramp)or food
for your best friends children do you think you could
buy for a carton of cigarettes, how much disability
access could you provide with a weeks worth of 12
packs. You have some nerve to think WE would EVER or
should ever help you when all you do is squander your
money. My way of life is the way it is because I GIVE
BACK TO THE LORD. I don't donate unwanted things to
charities or used books I no longer want, and consider
that giving. When was the last time you tithed????? No
matter what you say or do your simply jealous of what
happens when your love for GOD is stronger than your
love for "WHAT ABOUT ME".
IT WILL BE A COLD DAY IN HELL LISA, A COLD DAY IN
HELL, BEFORE I EVER APOLOGIZE TO YOU FOR ANYTHING
ESPECIALLY HAVING THE WISDOM TO WALK AWAY FROM
STUPIDITY. I have met several people here in Piqua -
kind,generous people who think of someone else other
than them selves, but never in my life have I ever met
anyone like you.
Don't bother to comment in your journal (it will be
non effective) or send an e-mail (it will be deleted)
I think you have said enough, I wash my hand of this
filth.
How am I suppose to react to that? Or feel? And it was written because of the last entry. The day that I wrote that entry, my doctor called and wanted me to come in as soo as possible to talk to me about my blood tests. I told him that I had an appointment today at 8:00. He said ok, that would work. So, with having that on my mind and what I've been thinking about with my health and my future, I get something like this. I don't get that fact why some people thrive on just plane being out right mean to some one and thinking that it was God's will to do so. That what they've done has put them further on His path! I had written in another journal that I have about them and how can they be this way, and that in this small town we live in people just don't act that way. At least I've never come across anyone like this. I wonder sometimes what God they are worshiping. There has been so much more that has went on as well that I can't fit in this journal. They aren't from around here, they lived states away, and she said that if people like me would act like I do, would be shot! And now, after a nasty mess that happened last night, they are gloating and once again, putting me down. I have her blocked from everything. I had my daughter do it for me so that I know it will work this time. I can't take any more of this game playing of hers. What has happened in the past few days...."It's not funny!" For some reason they think it is. I'm hurting worse then I was, and shaken by it. I know Dianne kind of knows what I'm dealing with. Not a good situation. And I thank you for understanding me. God bless all of you and gentle hugs. :o)