~Doing my best~

Good morning. I've been up for awhile now. I got up at 12:30! A bit too early! At least I did get 4 hours of sleep. :o) My physical therapist will be coming in about an hour, and my home health aid will be here today as well. :o) I'm having a lot of problems this morning with my left knee cap staying in place. It's really making it hard to walk.
It was a pretty nice day yesterday, and the temp. right now is 47, so it might be pretty nice out again today! That would be nice. :o) My bones need to thaw out! :o)
I made a huge pot of chili, and it's almost gone! Wow! :o) I guess they all liked it! :o) Thats good! The Bengals lost! :o( I don't watch the games like everyone else does. Even my grandson watches it! lol He has his little jersey on! :o)

I stayed in here and watched a few movies that were on. They were boring, but thats all that was on. My grandson would come in and want to sit in bed with me and watch tv. So, he got up in my bed, and I hid my remote controls, and gave him my calculater, because he thinks thats the controls to my tv.! lol So he won't accidently break or loose the real one! :o) So when he sits and tries to chage channels, I use the real controls above his head, and change the channels for him, and he doesn't know it! lol :o) So, he thinks he's really doing it himself! :o) You got to let them think they're doing something that they're not suppose to every now and then...it helps them grow! :o) Then he got down and went and watched more of the game! :o)

Things seem to be better on the homefront. Which is good, because I can't take anymore. Is it too early for cabin fever? Not in my eyes! All I have to say is that I'm doing the best that I can, and thats as good as it gets! :o) And thats all anyone can ask for. :o) Is it wrong to pray for yourself? Is that selfish? Not to me it isn't. Yet again, I could be wrong. I do know That I let things bother me too much. This journal is my outlet of my feelings, and an outlet to others. There are times when I've poured my guts out, and when I've held back. And right now, I honestly don't care if I make anyone mad....becuase this is my journal and I'm writing my feelings down! This is me...and I'm doing the best that I can in life! I take life day by day to get by! Yes, I'm a happy person, and I cantribute that to my faith. And what I believe in. There's one thing I don't like, well actually two, I don't like to be mocked, and I really don't like a lier! Those right there can make my blood boil quicker then anything! Taking naps during the day has been helping me to handle the stress that I've been under. I'm to have sleep and low stress....well, that all just went out the window! When I get no sleep, and have high stress...equals lots of pain! Again....I'm doing the best that I can....no one can please everyone, and everyone can't please no one!
Thank you for your emails and comments....yes, they do keep me going through my days! God DOES Bless us all! :o)