Please forgive me

8:13 AM - So, it’s a new year.... Current mood: calm Category: Life Dh gave me a choice for New Year's Eve. We could have a party, like we usually do, or we could have Red Lobster for diner! Uuuuummmm, it didn't take me very long at all to make a decision! lol OMG!!! It was sooooo good! I ate way too much! lol I just couldn't help it!    My daughter and her cute little family, came over! yay! I am still in so much pain, it just plain ridiculas! I don't know when it's going to slow down again. Just another relaps. I go see my neurologist tomorrow. I'm so glad. I still don't have my medicine yet! Yesterday was a month now! This is getting pretty old here. I've been calling my doctor about it and so far nothing still. gggrrrrr. Anyway......I had a lot of fun last night, even though I was in my bed watching tv. while everyone else played Scene It! I love that game. But I had to rest my body. I wish that I had my camera on me or even with me! Kayden was soooo funny last night! He stayed up with us as well! lol Maybe he was a bit slap happy! lol He was just making me laugh so hard! lol When it was midnight after the ball dropped, we all went out on the porch to yell out Happy New Year and we all had these round tubes full of confetti....lol....then we all waved the tube and we had soooo much confettie! lol It was soo fun! Loved it! Even Kayden had one to do! He did it! LOL Too cute! I think he really liked the fact of staying up late and getting to go out side and be loud and scream and then make a huge mess! LOL    Thats my baby boy! Right after we came back in, they had to leave and go home. He didn't want to go home...I think he wanted to keep going and "party" all night until he collapsed! lol I'll have to throw a small party and have it honor him so we can do all of that again! lol We were suppose to get hit with freezing rain, snow about 2-3 inches and high winds! Well, we did have the high winds last night, but that was it. It started to snow this morning. My son and his girlfriend went to a friends house and they spent the night there. He knows if they both drink, then they have to stay there, or give me a call and I will pick them up. I wanted to have a cool glass of wine. But, the way my body is feeling, I knew I couldn't. Bummer. It feels like all of my bones are rubbing together! Even my spine! Plus, I still have this stupid cold/sinus infection! Which I really feel that thats just so odd! Being on 4 different antibiotics and I'm still pretty sick! I just don't get it. I've been doing what I've been told to do, rest. ggrrr...I so hate having to spend my time in bed! I feel like I'm not accomplishing anything and wasting time! Yes, of course it does help, but I've never been one to do that, I've always been active. It's just weird. Well, to me it is. Nothing against anyone at all. I've just had so much taken from me, and it's still happening now, everyday. I just wake up that way, then have to deal/cope with it. Like right now, I'm starting to lose my hands. It hurts to type and it takes even longer than it used to to type an entry in my journal. I'm having to 'hen peck' the keys now, and not type with both hands like you're suppose to do. gggrrr! This is why I type only once in a journal lately. I can't do two of them anymore. I want to also apoligize for my behavior over that comment. I'm so sorry that I over reacted. I really have no idea as to why I did over react. I'm inbarressed and very sorry. I also know that I DO have support from my J-Land friends. That is if I have any left because of my odd behavior. Thank you for being there for me! Lisa

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