~A picture/and me

So far, I think I have everything pretty stable right now. Funny, it's just like putting a baby back to sleep. And then tip toe as to not disturb.
This morning, I woke up because I was having bad pains in my chest. They made me scream. I couldn't breath or actually move. It was very gripping. Dh came running in. He was even frantic. He was asking me questions, and I couldn't respond to him.
I could only sit up and look forward. I wasn't going to move. I could finally tell dh how I was feeling and what I was going through. He asked me if I wanted to go to the hopital. No way. I said no. I think he wanted me to go, even when he knows how bad that place is.
I sat there for a few minutes. Dh was there on my bed just incase I needed anything. I was able to get up, but still couldn't move towards any sides.
I did get my tethiscope (sp) and listened to my lungs and heart myself. I heard the girgle. I was a bit thrown because I've never heard that before. My heart beat was way off. It was just beating in any way it wanted to. It wasn't anything like a heart is suppose to sound.
After dh helped me up, the pain is kind of hard to explain. The only thing that I can think of is a bad case of plurecy (SP). So, it's obviously getting worse. Bummer.
I'm going to go now and get in my room. It's very hot here. I can't take it. My air is on in there. :o)
~Bye

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