Yesterday, I went to see my doctor. She didn't check my lungs and my heart.
I got the cath's and tried to do it myself. With me being so swollen, it was very hard for me to do. My in home nurse was doing her best to teach me. Since I wasn't able to do it, she went ahead and done it for me. She gave me a 'hat' to put on my toilet. That way I'll be able to messure it.
I am not kidding when I say that my body is so much more swollen then yesterday. It's still the same even when I put my feet up. When I got up this morning, my feet were the same as they were when I went to sleep. < a hudge sigh>
I'm not able to have a pt from the agancy that I'm going through. They said if and when I'm able to find another agancy I will lose my nurse and my home health care. Right now and it was getting so much more worse. The fibro has really got ahold of me pretty good right now. Alot of pains. Dh is doing his best at taking care of me. Like in the evenings he does his best to rub out some of the cramping.
I've held this in as long as I could. My left lung has water starting in it and my heart isn't beating the way it should. So my left lung is having a hard time as well as my heart. I thought I could feel it, but wasn't for sure. My chest is killing me with alot of pains. And theres nouthing I can do about this. I'm very scard right now. I think I'm going to ask the doctor for some pan pills so I can't feel this pain. I just want to be comfortable thats all.
My laptop isn't working anymore. So I'm going to need a new one for when I'm in my bed, which it's going to be alot. Plus I can keep in touch with all of you as well.
~Bye
9 comments:
HI LIZA
Be strong and never cease to pray. In moments like this , not even the best doctor can tell what;s gonna happen. It's only God that we can turn to for help, at least lessen the pain you're going through now. I salute you, in your own little way, you are a fighter. Hope is always there, we never know and miracles are always bound to happen. and if there is one that is going to happen now, how i wish it would heal you for good. Keep praying and hoping everthing will be fine.God Bless.
beth
I can't imagine what you feel! Just know you're in my prayers.
Missie
Lisa you are always in my thoughts and prayers dear. Wish I lived close to come by, help you out, talk, help with your needs and give you hugs dear. Keep the faith, take it one day at a time. Bless you...Arlene (AJ)
no words lisa except yes you are in my thoughts and prayers you are an inspiration take care love mort xxx
((((((((((((((((LISA))))))))))))))))))))))))))I am sorry you are dealing with so much pain.I do hope and pray they can give you soem really good strong pain meds so you be comfortable.Thats all I ask for,I just want you to not hurt.I love you alot.Have a good weekend.
LISA THERE IS AN AWARD FOR YOU ON MY JOURNAL I CANT EMAIL YOU TAKE CARE MORT X
Keep your head high and try to remain positive. Have a decent weekend sweetie. Luv ya!
Allison
Praying for you. Also sending a prayer request to my prayer group for you. These drs. are incompetent. You need to be hospitalized.
Hugs,
D
Got you in my prayers and thoughts my friend. I hope the swelling goes down soon. (((((((Hugs)))))))
Love
Cindy
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