~Hodge Podge

Good afternoon or morning. Hoping that all of you are doing good.

For the last week now, I've been having problems with sleep activity. Its been awhile since the last one.
Things were thrown about my bedroom and making messes. Last night and the night before has been not at all as bad as it was. I'm so glad for that. Because I do not want to walk and get hurt.
I'm going to call my sleep doctor for an appointment. Because right now, its just way to much for me, physically. I'm scared and I don't want to go to sleep at nights.
Today, my body is pretty sore. The day before, I just wasn't feeling right. Like maybe and 'Aura' before a seizure. And today, I have been weak and really shaky. I'm dizzy and alot of muscle cramping. ggggrrr And I am trying to figure all of this out.
I'm still having a downward spiral. Plus the 'Support' I'd like to have. My nerves are just shot. I'm more forgetful and that doesn't help me here, because If i can't remember something, I belittled. That hurt, which I said, "Just please hit me, because that kind of pain goes away alot quicker. So, yesterday was 'kiss ass' day.
If I am not able to go to sleep at night, I usually take 2 tablets of Melantonin.But it's been a long time since I've done that. I wish there was someone that can watch me when I'm sleeping.
I am so weak today and dizzy. I'm going to have to lay down here in a minute.
This morning, I was putting all of my pictures on cd to back things up if I need to. I'll keep doing it for just in case.
I think I need to go now. Thank you all for signing my guest book!:o)

Lisa