Not today.

.....Just to let you know, nothing in this journal is toward anyone in specific.....I've had this journal since aol came out with them, and I use it to write my feelings, and about my illnesess,and in hopes it might help someone else as I do. And if you might take an entry that it is about you, I'm sorry but It isn't, it just may seem to coincide with your own life...... 
I woke up this morning and my chest seems pretty tight. I've never had this feeling before. I didn't sleep very well at all last night, just a lot of tossing and turning with a lot of back pain. So...I'm not going to have anything planned for today except to rest in bed. I wanted to plant a flower I got at an Eagles dinner and some seeds that I finally found, but not today!
I tried talking to the other party yesterday morning that is running away from their problems. No luck. They will soon wake up and realize their mistake. Just hope it's not too late.
Again...my husband and I watched a show last night that really got to the both of us for different reasons. We actually turned the t.v. off and both just went to bed! And we both love this show, but last nights went a bit too far for us. My problem was this person had a almost died and thought that they had to Thank God everytime he turned around....now....I agree with thanking God for everything that you receive, because if it weren't for God...you won't have...but he thought since the others he was around wasn't doing it just like he was, he thought they were shallow people! Not true! Everyone has their own way that they thank God. Like I was telling my husband, every blink of an eye there is a blessing in your life, and you can thank God for them in your own way. And I felt that this person was taking it too far. The way I see it, everyone is blessed! case closed. My husband didn't like the idea that they actually showed a baby die! It really got to him. We were both amazed at how we love to watch this show and we both had to turn it off. We both agreed on how we felt with each others feelings...like he also felt the same as I did with that person, and I didn't like seeing a baby die as well. So..off it went. We both felt that there are some things that shouldn't be on t.v. or relayed on t.v.
It does get tiresome to constantly hear that.....especially when there are no two pepole alike in this would, and everyone has their own way of praising God for their blessings.
Well....I need to go for now....I'm getting more shaky then I was earlier. I don't like this feeling. It's making it hard to type. Plus...everyone should always remember this one thing...God can give, and God can also take it away as fast as He gave.