To each their own???

Good Afternoon! It's taken me awhile to get to my journal today.
Again.....I was up all night last night! I still haven't slept yet or had a nap! Wouldn't that be nice? Pain level; Way over the top now!
I've already taken all that I can to try and help my pains, and so far, nothing has taken the edge off!
Part of my life. Which I really could live without.

My husband and I watched our grandson all night last night! :o) They went out for the night for Valetine's day. Because on Valentine's Day is our 21st aniversry! :o) Our grandson is such a sweety! :o) He is such a good baby! He is so lovey....thats one of my little nicknames for him, lovey! :o) snuggle bunny, I could go on and on! :o)
I am so very weak right now....it takes so much to push down on the keys to type! lol Geesh! :o) I was talking to a friend of mine earlier, and she said that she is expecting a snow storm where she lives...well, I got to thinking and if she gets it, then that means that we would get it first! So, I got the weather channel, and yeppers, we will be getting one first! :::sigh::: I asked my husband to get some gas in my car just in case.

I don't like to be unprepared when we have storms. Especially with my grandson living here. :o)
Well, once again, I did something very wrong and pretty stupid again yesterday. To me....ever since I've joined this graphic group, thats all I've seemed to be doing! Huh! Believe me...no one knows how sorry I am! It was a mistake that anyone could have made! And, I'll tell you what....I found out who my real friends are! Because I got a nasty letter from someone that I thought was a pretty good friend, and I guess I was wrong! Someone else and I were talking, and that was who was suppose to be talking, not her and I! I'm staying in the group. If the other members do not like me and do not like it, too bad! Because once again, I thought they were my friends! I'm finding out alot this way! How about that! You can find out so much through such little things such as that. Which was none of her business anyhow!

Oh well...I still don't know whats going on, but I know that 2 very special friend's of mine has been very hurt by what ever it is. Which does affect me because I feel so bad for them.
Moving on.........
With all of this stress and no sleep for the last few nights has really effected my body big time! :o( I've ran out of things to do to even take the edge off. I did have a wonderful surprise today! My best friend came over!!! YAY! :o) I haven't seen her in sooooo long! :o) I miss her so much! :o) I was in alot of pain, but I did my best to visit the best way that I could! :o) She had today off....that was a shock...lol...and she had a few hours that she could spare! :o) It was nice! :o)
So, after she left, I just went ahead and got on here. There's nothing else that I'm able to do. And, I'm home alone, so I'm staying in one room. With my luck...lol...you just don't know what might happen! lol :o) I've been known to trip over just a pattern in the carpet! lol :o) Thats true! lol
This has been one of the warmest days in awhile...it's 25 degrees out! Wheew!
I miss one of my friends as well. Since I was up all night, and all day, I looked for her and couldn't find her. ( no, not out side here, on line :o) ) When I'm done writing this, I was going to leave her a graphic that made me think of her. :o) I think she'll like it too. ;o) Just missed her. :o)
I also would like to say this: to all of the people that do know me, know that I would never do anything to ever hurt anyone, send an email that was wrong on purpose, or anything bad on purpose...thats the way I am! What you see/read/hear is me! Thats it! I haven't changed, and I will not change for no one! Because thats the way I am! Ok? To some people, I may come off as odd....but I don't really care if I do, I go to the beat of a different drummer! And I like it that way! :o) Because thats who I am! :o) Take it, or leave it! :o)
Gods blessings to all of you! :o)