Super body! :o) and 9-11 dream!

Good morning! :o) I haven't been to bed yet! Does that surprise anyone? Not me either! :o) This just has to stop. It's playing havic on my body! I called last night to let my physical therapist know, not to come this morning. I know I couldn't take a deep tissue massage! Ouchie! The way my whole body is feeling, I'd probably pass out! It's hard enough to keep from hitting her for hurting me, but from all these years of her doing this to me, I'm used to her. If she'd ever have to leave me for some reason...I don't know what I'd do. I already know how she does things and her touch. :o)

My whole body feels like I look like Arnold Swartzinager (sp)! No kidding! I feel all bulked up! I honestly don't know what to do. I need some kind of a reliefe, but don't know what or how. I've already called the doctor. Nothing! So I have to learn to just cope with this, and go on! And I'm doing that the best way I know how. I took pain pills yesterday and they didn't faze me at all! My body had gotten used to them! uuuggghhh! :o( Not good! Well, Tomorrow is my appointment to have the EMG done at my neurologist's, so I'll see if he'll look into a pian medicine. Something's gotta give! Whew! My stress has been way down lately...YAY!! :o) About time too! :o)

When I went out back last night for my prayer smoke, I had a different "feeling" about the area of where I have my chimney. Not the fact of me going out there. So, before I even went out, I asked my daughter if she would take my camera and go with me and take pictures while I was there. She did. If you want, I will post them later, I don't have them cropped, or the red taken out of my eyes! That just looks funny! lol :o) She got a few things that were intersting. My feelings were right. She couldn't wait to go back in the house! After I seen the pictures, I went back out, and stood were she was and  took a few more to see if the same thing showed up again! No it didn't! But, I did get that gut feeling before getting my herbs and going out! I just prayed more and harder when I felt "it"! My body is the Temple of God, and I will NOT let in anything of bad in!
I went through one of my books that I write my dreams in and found the dream of the 9-11 one. I will never forget it either because it was too realistic!

My arthritis specialist isn't sending me to a physical therapy water arobics. He expects me to join the Y! Thats why I on the fence about it.
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                                        9-11 dream

I was in a big city, having a wonderful time there. There were alot of people around me. The atmosphere was very friendly! I sort of didn't know where I was, but I did know. I knew it was a very large city that I've always wanted to visit. I thought it was New York. Just guessing. All of the sudden everyone's mood changed. I could feel this sudden change of people being scared. I looked up, and I saw an air plane low. Then I watched it with some other people on the side walk, and we all seen it go right into a tall building. Then it was chaos and screamig. People crying and running. I started to run too, but didn't know where to go. I see this coffee shop like little diner and it had a glass door and glass front windows. I could see inside and there wasn't many poepl in there, so I opened the door and stayed in there. I looked around me at the place, and the walls were full of calanders. Why? I don't know. I could see all of these people running, then here came this gray like billowy smoke that seemed to cover and stick to everything. It came fast. You could feel the pressure from the outside. When the smoke dies down, everyone that was inside, went out to see what happened. As soon as I walked out the door and looked down the street where the smoke came from, I woke up.
That dream seemed to last the whole night long! And when I seen it on tv. I was floored! I already knew!
I don't have a clue as to why I would have a dream about that day.
Well, thats the dream.
I need to go for now. I'm going to get to the pictures, and put them up. :o) Then you can see what I'm talking about and I can get your own opinion. :o)
Thank you all for your comments. :o) Gods blessings to you all! :o)