Better news/feeling better

.....Just to let you know, nothing in this journal's entry is toward anyone in specific, I use it to write my feelings, and about my illnesess, and in hopes it might help someone else as I do.I do not pretend nor imatate to be someone I'm not. And if you might take an entry wrong and feel that it is about you, I'm sorry but It isn't, it just may seem to coincide with your own life. God bless you!......

Good morning. Hoping that all are doing well and are not in much pains.

I have been able to take in a huge sigh of relief! Yes...my mom IS better! Whew!
I just couldn't take not being able to see for myself how she was. I know how she is. She doesn't tell me certain things so I won't get upset. Well...it gets me upset anyways! I've told her that! With so much on my mind latley it has put my body in a lot of pains. More than "normal." Dh came to me and asked me if he took me out to WM....if I could make it? So I could see my mom. I told him that I would do my best and that I had some things that I needed to get anyways. It was a chore to get ready and he was patient. :o)

He knows how long it takes me to get ready and also how long it takes me to get my things while I'm out. I was so happy and also in a shock that he asked me. :o) He can't be in stores for very long without having anxiety attacks!
We get there and thankfully there was a motorized cart. Whew! Just getting from the car and to the front door was about all I could do. My left leg...I'm about ready to just cut off!
I get my few things and find my mom in the back. She looked good! Yes, you could tell on her face she was just so tired. I could only talk to her for a few minutes, but that was great! :o) She was just so busy. She told me that she would be over after she got off work and she would be able to talk to me more then.

It just reminded me too much of my grandma. Her mother. She had these little type of strokes too and wouldn't tell antone either! Until I was there one day helping them and witnessed her having one! My grandpa then told me that she would have them often, but she would tell him to not tell anyone about them! Gee...I wonder where my mom gets it? The stuborness and the health!?!
When we were done...dh had to take me out of the motorized cart and put me in the car! I couldn't get out of it myself! ggrr! But...I got out of this house!!! YAY! :o)
When we got home, my best friend was here! :o) It was good to see her. :o) We visited for awhile and then I had to lay down and take a nap. I was wiped out!
I woke up and started to watch the live feeds on Big Brother. lol :o)
The front door opened up and in walked my mom! :o)

We sat here and watched the feeds for about 2 hours! lol We talked as well. :o) She promised me that she would tell me if anything would happened again. It was a great talk and she is doing good. She doesn't have insurance and can't afford to go to see a doctor. It's enough that she works as much as she does just to keep up with her house payments and the upkeep and utlilies! I hate having to see her work this much and to put up wih so much at work! She already stopped working the night shift because of the weirdness that goes on...yes it does...ask Lisa Jo, it's all true! It happens at this WM too! My mom had stories to tell! Whooa! Too much stress! So she had to go to days.
After that...she stayed and watched Big Brother with us. :o) It was nice! :o) You all know how I love to have my family around me! :o) It was great! :o) Especially knowing that my mom is ok! :o) After the show was over, she had to go home to go to bed to get ready to go back to work again today. She had to get up at 2:00 am.!
So....yesterday was a really good day! :o) Pain wise...NOT! :o) But being in the company of friends and family over takes that! :o)
Thank you all for your good thoughts and prayers! :o)
Gods blessings to all of you! :o)

Tags: My mom, friends, Love, Family, My life! :o)