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.....Just to let you know, nothing in this journal's entry is toward anyone in specific, I use it to write my feelings, and about my illnesess, and in hopes it might help someone else as I do.I do not pretend nor imatate to be someone I'm not. And if you might take an entry wrong and feel that it is about you, I'm sorry but It isn't, it just may seem to coincide with your own life. And if there is something in what I write that "offends" you, options; don't read, or realize that this IS real life, and get out of your plastic bubble and learn more about it! God bless you!......

 

            Good morning!

Yesterday I had planned on going out finally to get an out fit to wear to my daughter's wedding. I already knew that my son's girl friend was going to go to help me, we had this planned all week. But so many things stoped us from being able to go until yesterday. I didn't know if my daughter had any plans or not. I called her a few days ago and invited her to go with us... I didn't want to get something that would embaress her. She's always telling me that no matter what I wear I would never embaress her. That was so sweet to hear! She knows that I have to have the right material to wear or it will feel like burlap against my skin. It makes it harder for me to shop for clothes because of this.
I called her yesterday to see if she could go with us. She had already went to her classes and had nothing else planned. The original plan was to go to the mall...until we all 3 seen the new Kohl's add! lol :o) We seen that Kohl's are now carrying Vera Wang!!! Wow! I've always loved her designs! Plus, I get an extra 15% if I used my Kohl's credit card! Guess where we went?! lol Yes...her line is very expensive. They also had already 30% some of her line. So, I got 45% off of what I got! I even bought new heels as well and a stuffed animal for my grandson, and it all totaled up to be $81.00! Wow...I saved like $45.00!!! Cool! So, I have my new Vera Wang out fit and shoes now! The material is so softand comfortable, so I'll be comfortable all day.

Yesterday, my daughter asked me to do her make-up for her wedding! I used to do make-up and hair when either my neice and/or my son's friends needed it done for proms. I was so excited that she wanted me to do her make-up. So, last night...I was practicing what colors looked the best. She really like what I did! Only 2 changes when I do it before the wedding. Use a different foundation and a different concealer. :o) No problem doing that. Let me know what you think from the pictures above! :o) I need input. :o)

I talk to my daughter about my last entry. The last thing that I ever want to do is upset my kids. That entry upset her. I explained to her that her stepmom and dad are the ones that always come in at the last minute to take over everything! And, that they do have a pull on her. I don't know why still that she can not tell them no or stand up for me towards them and what they say and do to me. And how her stepmom just comes in and tries to take my place. It's always been this way, which is why I was never able to do the 'mother daughter' things with my own daughter. I missed out! Which is something that will never get replaced. And yes, I do hope that she does realize that I have no idea as to how much longer I have to where I'll be wheelchaired bound for the rest of my life. And won't be able to do most of the things. If anyone wants to know what my heart looks like...Just look at the pictures of my family! Thats what it looks like!
My family needs to also understand that I'm on a time limit here. I can say it, but it doesn't get 'heard.' Not the way it should be anyways.

Today...all I have planned is to color my hair. My gray and dark roots are showing! lol Can't have that! :o) Then I really need to rest. Yesterday really wore me out! My lower back, hips and legs are killing me! Last night, my whole legs were swollen and my right one was worse! Ouchie! They are throbbing right now.

Again....I'm so sorry about not getting to your journals. I have 117 right now! Whew! Please understand the reason I couldn't keep up this week is because I had people cominghere and just haveing too much pain sitting here at the computer. I did get to a few. I think I'm going to have to delete and start all over again, if you don't mind. Just let me know.

I really need to stop here! I need to go and rest...my legs are really hurting pretty bad right now. Bummer. Thank you for your comments! And don't forget to put a smile on your face! :o)

 

 

Tags: Love, pains, MS, Fibromyalgia, Family, Life, My life!