Have you seen my wings!

snagged from Lisa Jo.
Just breathe! :o) Oddly enough, there are times that I have to tell myself to do that! :o) I'm not holding my breath....my body does it on it's own. Weird isn't it?! :o) I just now had to do that once again! LOL Silly body! I'll get a new one soon! :o) I loved the graphic above, so I snagged it! ;o) Like I tell everyone else, if you see any graphic on here that you like, go ahead and snag it! :o) I don't mind at all sharing! :o) It's not like I'm going to call the "graphics police" on you! LOL <mischievous grin> LOL  I don't won't anyone to think that you have to only stay on your own journal now! {inside joke}

I love this graphic too! :o) Didn't snag this one...this one was legal! LOL! :o) Ok..Ok...I was only joking about the police..lol! :o) Or...are you all reading this as slow as I'm typing this and are bored already?! LOL I would be too! So...I would blame you! :o) I need to hurry up and stop playing around and get this done so I'm not backed up once again in reading journals! So far I have 21 to read yet this morning! Not bad at all...in fact, thats the least in a long time! :o) But I'm not complaining at all! :o) By the way...I might be having problems with a few of my alerts, because it doesn't seem that I'm getting them all. I'll just have to go and look. :o) I know...duh! LOL
Yesterday went better then expected. Thats always a plus! :o) My hands are still swollon, but not as bad. My knuckles hurt like...well..you know...h e double hockey sticks! :o) My physical therapist came this morning. Oh brother! Ouchie! You know how hard it is to not hit someone that is hurting you?! I have a teddy bear that I sleep with....Yes, I sleep with a teddy bear, I sleep alone so I need something to cuddle with, ....and I hold on to it...like bitting on a bullet so to speak! Those areas on my back where I got those injections are still in so much pain! She told me that they are also inflamed as well! After all of this time, they shouldn't be that way! Good Grief! I can still tell exactly where each injection was put! She said that something isn't right...I already knew that one! But for it to make my back inflamed too?! The doctor for the pain clinic is only in the office on Wednesdays...which is my next appoinment....and I called yesterday about it and he had just left! Thats my luck! lol But, I can wait...I have been. :o) She got to my upper thighs and my hips! Yikes! My upper arms were/are still, in a lot more pain then I realized. That happens a lot because I have so much other pains in other areas that I really don't feel all of the others until she comes to give the deep tissue massage. When she got to my upper arm on my right side...I was explaing to her how bad it felt. I got a bit graphic I guess...because she said that I described it pretty good for her to understand it! All I said was that it felt as if from the top part of above my elbow area up to my shouler, that my skin is "layed open" and she's touching me in all of the soreness of it! If that makes sense? But it did and it still does! Like when I get up, there should be a lot of blood there from where I was! Thats how my body feels! These pains are very hard to describe and I try to do my best so you can understand it better. :o) Plus, I really don't want to gross anyone out while doing it...but, this is truly how it is, at least for me that is! Because we are all very different! :o)
When she is done with the deep tissue massage, I have to sign a paper for her. Then I get up off my bed...after I sit for a few minutes to get my barrings a bit. I did that, and I got up and was walking just fine, then all of the sudden I start to do my little "tip over and fall" deals...and thankfully she was here! She wasn't too far away from me, and she was able to catch me! Whew...now that was close! :o) Thats one of the reasons why I honestly don't like and am scared to be alone! I really don't want to break anymore bones! I've had my share of that! Or to fall down the steps! That scares me too! But...can't get around that one! :o( This house may look big on the ouside but it's small! I have to go up stairs to use the other bathroom to bathe. There is a toilet down here for me to use. :o) Thats why I've said before....I would love to get ahold of Extreme Makeover Home Edition! I've even called around in the city higher up's to see if I qualified for certain grants. No. But, when one door closes, another will open, I just need to see it thats all! :o) And I will! I look for it! :o) Great....I need to get off of here....why?...because we're getting another storm...gee....Who would have thought of that one! :o)
Thank you all for your comments and emails! God blesses you all! :o)