~Needs & Wants~

Good morning! :o) I should have writen this on my laptop before writing it on here...it just takes me so long any more to type. But...you don't know how long it takes me when this is done...lol! :o) When I talk about having a laptop....it's deffinitly not new. I got it off of my daughter's boy friend last year. He allowed me to make monthly payments of $25.00. He was asking for $200.00...not a bad deal! Even though it took me a while to pay for it...he was patient enough and thats how I have it! :o) It's 6 years old, and it really comes in handy for me! :o) I love it! It was truly nice hearted of him to be so kind to allow me to make payments, knowing how long it would take me to have it payed off. :o) There are times in your life that you have people make it hard on you when they will make it appear that you are a bad person when in fact...it is them! When you try to explain the situation to others....it will then look as if you really are a bad person! When if fact, that other person has gone behind your back and said something and has acted like they didn't know about something when they did! When people feel that they have to "step" on someone else to make themselves feel better about them, and others will believe it....somethings wrong! Very wrong! Time will only prove it! And I'm sitting back and waiting! Because I get it! My eyes are wide open! I'm not blinded by falseness, or only "wants"!
Sorry....this probably seems a bit deep. :o) It is! To me...there is a big differance between "needs and wants." I only want the things I need. I'm older now, and have been through a lot and have learned so much throuout my life to know the differance. I suppose this week as well as last week is running together.....I'm still just as confused as I was last week! LOL :o) (plus...the more I'm hearing from "someone" tell me things...hmmm like confess, I wish would have a year ago)
I do "need" still a few things done to this house. But...I can still wait. I don't want anything. I was thinking this morning that the only thing I would want is to have enough money to give to others that I know to help them with their needs be it with medical or what it is they need. Talking with my son and daughter last night....I was very proud! :o) The both of them were talking about a friend of theirs that had passed away a few months and there is a benefit for him that his family is giving this Sunday...which is football day! They never miss that day! Not the Bengals! They both said it didn't matter to them "what" was either on t.v. or etc...that they would not miss the benifit for their friend! Thats how important he is/was to the both of them! A person is more important to them then something material! I'm so proud of them both! :o) My son came home with a "flyer" about the benifit, and he told my daughter that he could only have one because that was all they could afford. My daughter said, "No problem," grabbed it, and put it on the copier and copied it on posted it on her journal for all of the others to see! :o) That quick! They worked together! :o) Because their friends family "needed" their help, and they both went right into action! :o)
Ok...LOL...I've probably confused everyone reading this...lol...and I've looked up and notived that I have 75 emails so that means I'm pretty much behind now in my alerts! :o) LOL
Thank you all for your emails and comments! God blesses all of you! :o)