~Just be yourself...and thats all you need to do~

Sometimes the heart sees what the eyes can't! Very true! All you need to do is to just be yourself, and be true to yourslef! Never try to be someone that someone else wants you to be! Follow your heart! :o) In fact. I've done this same thing this week myself and in hindsight, feel that I wasn't true to myself for doing this. But, I can't take it back. I just pray for forgiveness, and move on in my life. :o) I can not let it get me down. And I'm not. :o) I have too much of other things to keep me busy in my life to worry about it. :o) Plus...I'm the type that doesn't "push" my way of life, or my belief's of opions down peoples throats. I just don't believe in that. I feel that you can catch more with honey then viniger. I use my side bar and graphics and have links on them that leads to some pretty good sites! :o) I hope you take that the way I mean it....not at all meaning my freinds journals at all! :o) I also need to update those as well! :o) I'll do that when I'm done with this. :o)

I was reading a friend of mine's journal this morning and it struck a nerve. I can really relate with her. I feel the same. I leave so much out of this journl because of I know that certain people do read it, and I don't want any repurcusion from it! Which when you come right down to it....I shouldn't have to leave anything at all out of it, and, The people that do read it should just get a life and stay out of mine! I'm not able to write anymore, or I'd write on paper. But, I did get a suggestion the other day which is such a good idea! I will try that out! :o) Then, I can write freely! And thats what I want to do! :o) Boy...this has taken me almost as hour to get this much out! LOL :o) My hands aren't swollen today! YAY! :o) Just hurt! Just glad they aren't swollen! :o) My eyes still feel like they are crossed though!!! LOL :o) Now thats a funny feeling! LOL :o) Hard to find the right keys to type! lol :o)

I've came to the conclusion that the new medicine has to be the one making me eyes dilated and feel like they are crossed! I think NeNe was right! :o) I take the medicines 3 times a day, and right after I take them, is when I have the strongest feelings of my eyes! LOL :o) I just stay seated! lol I'm not getting up when I'm like this...hu uh! :o) That equals disater! :o) I did get some much needed rest yesterday. :o) Wasn't on line much. Not at all like me! lol :o) By the way, I'm still not getting all of my alerts. Is anyone else having these problems? Maybe it will work itself out. :o)
I've been so gratefull that I've been getting sleep again! YAY! :o) That helps so much as well! :o) Tomorrow I go to the pain clinic....I'm not sure how I feel about that one. I don't want anymore injections. Which I don't think he will give me any...but to be on the safe side, I'll tell him no way, if he says he's going to! I'm in way too much pain to mess around. My mom is taking me..so it will be 2 against 1! LOL :o) Kidding! :o) For some reason today, I'm having a lot of cramping in my thighs. I'll just say, it's the fibromyalgia! I never know who the culperate is! :o) So...I'm hanging it on the fibro. today! LOL
I need to end this...my hands are shaking more. Geesh! Thank all of you for your emails and you comments! And yes, God blesses you each and everyday! :o)