~Life~

What I write about in this journal really helps me to get a lot off my chest, plus I also try to find information to help out others as well. And, I hope I do. :o) I've been up since 11:30! It's now 5:20! Wow! What I do write, I hope I don't upset anyone as well. I have no intentions of doing so. Sometimes the "fibro fog" hits at odd times and the words get lost! lol
My physical therapist will be here this morning. I'll ask her about the epidural. My eyes are getting a lot better....their still dialated but I'm not seeing double and i'm not seeing blurry. :o) Whew! That was weird! lol Yesterday, I was standing with my walker, talking to my husband, and all of the sudden something happened from my back, and went to the left and down to my hip and my leg! what ever it was made me jolt! I actually had to stand bent towards the left for a mintute to get a grip so I could sit down. I have no idea what had happened! My husband seen what happened...well...my reactions to what happened! Wasn't good at all! Sort of like an electircal shock that went through me! Starting from my spine! I went and sat in my bed and I still had to lean to my left! It was still hurting for a long time. I'll ask my therapist about that as well.

Other then that...I had all of the usual pains. Tomorrow is my sleep test! YAY finally! :o) But, I'm going to miss my grandson going out trick or treating. I asked my daughter to take some video of him and of course pictures! :o) Gota' have them! :o) I really love having my kids and my grandson living here still/again! :o) I love the feel of my family! :o) Like when they were growing up, at the other house we had before this one, that house was the house to be at in our neighborhood! I loved it! It was big enough...and they both would have kids spend the night, and little parties! lol :o) I had fun with them! I have a lot of their friends and stuff we used to do on video and of course pictures! lol :o) I was also them mom that went around and took the kids to and from school, and was both of my kids home room mothers...now that was a blast! I got to go to alot of places with them! :o) I wouldn't change a thing! :o) I've seen and heard other mothers say that they liked having children over to their house, and then turn around and say that they could only handle it for maybe an hour! Sad....missing out on so much! Don't say what you don't mean.
Another sad thing is, there are people out there that think that what they read in your journal is about them! Don't they realize you could possible know more people then them? How about that? Thats sad. I ran across one this morning that was from the uk, and it saddened me to think that he thought that! Now thats bad when someone starts to think such a thing. And I'm sorry. Oh...it's 6:00! I better get off of here! LOL It takes me so long to write in my journal anymore! Geesh! LOL
Thank you for the nice comments and emails! God does bless you all! :o)