~In my eyes~

I got the above graphic at Sparkletags.com. It says it all! :o) I am very thankful! I really want to thank you that left comments in my last entry...I'm so glad that my entry wasn't taken in a negative way! I was a bit worried about that. As I read through the comments this morning; I cried. A good cry. I would have never in my dreams have expected such love, support, honesty and a "family" feeling! :o) Each and every one means so much to me. I know I've said this before, and I'm going to say it again; what I have went/been through in my past, even could have been yesterday, IS what has made me the person I am today! Everyone that has come and went in my life...was for a reason, and has made me so much stronger in many ways. :o) Good or bad experiances, I thank them. :o) I believe that paths cross for a reason...and am so very grateful for those I have crossed paths with! :o)
This morning hasn't been a good one. I did get sleep last night! Again, like on Friday, I'm not feeling right and I'm very shaky. I'm not going anywhere, I know better to this time. Believe me, even though I've had Epilepsy since I was 3 months old, I still don't know what to expect. I used to have grand mal seizures and now, the last time I was checked, I have myoclonic seizures. It's been a few years since I've been checked, so I have no idea what kind I'm having right now. :o) Both my children were brought up knowing what to do to help with any seizures. I feel safe when at least one of them are here. :o) But again....I honestly don't know what is going to happen when I get this way. I'm still learning about the ms...I do know about the fibromyalgia. Actually....when I get this way, shaky or what ever I feel...I can say that I really don't know what it is! Just know that I'm in God's hands and will be taken care of. :o) When I do write about my pains and all of the other things that I have, I don't want anyone to think that I'm complaing, I'm not....just maybe help someone else, plus it helps me to write it down. It's getting harder for me to remember things. Who knows...lol....I could have writen a sentance twice in this entry! :o) lol If so...just know that it's just me being me! LOL :o)
I really do hope that these journal alerts get fixed soon. I am doing my best to get to all of you! :o)
My back and hips are still in much pain. Last evening, I was having such a hard time walking again. It felt as if I was walking in something very thick that was up to my hips! My legs were swollen and "lumpy" from the cramping. I'm used to that! :o) I took my medicines and went to been at 9:00. I'm not really sure what to do about the shaking and what goes along with it....I know probably my doctor. <sigh> If this doesn't stop, then I'll have to go and get checked. This is kind of scary. My daughter is here, so I know if anything does happen...she will be here. Whew! :o) Wow...it has taken me 45 minutes to write all I have! lol :o) My hands aren't wanting to work for me today! lol Too bad...I'm going to make them! lol :o)
Well...I really should give them a break. I'd rather push myself...but who knows what would happen if I did? Not sure if I want to find out today. :o) I think I have enough going on right now. :o) I pray that everyone has a great day, and God bless all of you! :o) I love all of my J-land friends! :o)