......in my entry of my Christmas pictures. I had 55 pictures in it and it was making it hard for some to view my journal. I now have a link up if anyone would like to see all of them! :o)
..............Thank you for your patients. :o)
Lisa
Sunday, December 30, 2007
9:48 AM - I don’t understand people at all!
Current mood: 
pissed off
Category: Life
Remember when I said that I really don't feel like writing in my aol journal anymore? Well, today you'll see why! I really don't like the way others treat you and "asumming" things about you that just are not true! It's really driving me crazy! It's like I said; I write for ME and not for anyone else! Is that too hard to understand? I honestly don't know how else I can say it! It just sucks!
This one person is "always" doing this same shit with me and I'm so fed up with her anticks! She does this all the time to me, but has never left a comment like she did to me, she usually writes me an email! She claims that I have her blocked from emailing me, I was going to copy and paste "ALL" of who I have blocked, but it wouldn't let me. But I had a lot of emails from her this morning when I logged on! hhmmmm, I wonder how she emailed me if she was blocked? I just can not take all the bullshit anymore that goes along with the stupid aol journals! And I don't understand when others will tell me..."Just go private!" NO! I'm NOT going to let anyone rule me and my life! Ever! Especially someone on line that has nothing better to do!
And yes, I am still sick. I don't understand why I haven't gotten any better. This is really concerning me! It's been over a month now. None of the 4 antibiotics have helped me at all, which I find strange, at least one of them would have. The only thing thats working is this liquid I take to break up my chest. That stuff started working the same day I started taking it! Cool!
On top of all that, my body is doing it's own thing once again! I don't know how long this relapse is going to be this time. Of course, I never know.
After taking some deep breathes and walking around the house a bit....I'm starting to feel better. Calming down a bit.
And the weird thing is....when I write stuff like I did this morning....no one comments in them, except a few, Like Guido. And everyone talks so much about how J-land is supposed to be so helpful to you and supportive! I'd love to see that one! I've seen it with the others that have cancer. Not trying to be crass, just stating what "I've" seen. And guess what....I'm a cancer serviver! At the age of 23 is when I had to have a full hysterectomy because of indometriosis that I had and on the out side of my uteris, cancer was starting to grow. I've thank God for letting me live. Plus being able to have my kids. It did take awhile until I got better, but I did get better! Thank God for that!
I'm leaving now....not feeling so good right now..ick!
Later!
 | Currently listening : Abbey Road By The Beatles Release date: 25 October, 1990  |
Poor Tom
Tom did like he always does, kissing his wife, crawling into bed and
falling to sleep. All of a sudden, he wakes up with an elderly man dressed in
a white robe standing in front of his bed. "What the hell are you doing
in my bedroom? ...... and who are you?" he asked.
"This is not your bedroom," the man replied, "I am St. Peter, and you
are in heaven."
"WHAT!!? Are you saying, I'm dead? I don't want to die ..... I'm too
young." said Tom. "If I'm dead, I want you to send me back
immediately."
"It's not that easy", said St. Peter, "you can only return as a dog or
a hen. You can choose on your own"
Tom thought about it for a while, and figured out that being a dog is
too tiring, but a hen probably has a nice and relaxed life.
Running around with a rooster can't be that bad. "I want to return as
a hen." Tom replied. In the next second, he found himself in a chicken
run, really nicely feathered. But now he felt like his rear end was gonna blow ........ then along
came the rooster. "Hey, you must be the new hen on the farm." he said. "How does it
feel?"
"Well, it's OK I guess, but it feels like my rear end is blowing up."
"Oh that!" said the rooster. "That's only the ovulation going on.
Have you never laid an egg before?? Cluck twice, and then you push all you
can."
Tom clucked twice, and pushed more than he was good for, and then
'Plop' and an egg was on the ground.
"Wow" Tom said "that felt really good!" So he clucked again and
squeezed. And you better believe that there was yet another egg on the ground.
The third time he clucked, he heard his wife shout: "Tom, for Pete's
sake!!! Wake up ... you're ' crappin ' all over the bed!"
This is what happened!
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12/29/07 9:02 PM | Permalink
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Great pictures! Thanks for sharing. Most the people I know, but some of them I didn't, wish you had been able to name them. Anyway, still--thanks for sharing and these look like you had a wonderful Christmas.
I'd send you my pictures or write you, but you aren't accepting my email. I have no idea what's going on or why yiou aren't. I was shocked. I thought we were friends, and I just don't understnad why you can't tell me at least why you decided to block me.
Don't I at least deserve to hear directly from you why I am blocked? I am very upset. IF I did ANYTHING, i THINK YOI SHOULD AT LEAST TELL ME.
I want you to know I will always pray for you as I do care about you.
merry162
This is what I woke up to. I'm so tired of this crap! In my last entry, I posted an email header that proves she is NOT at all blocked from emailing me! I even tried copying the list of who are blocked but it wouldn't let me! This is my responce back;
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12/30/07 10:30 AM | Permalink
First of all...I do NOT have any of YOU BLOCKED from sending me EMAIL!!! OK?
I would appreciate it IF YOU would NOT YELL at me in my COMMENTS!!!! OK?
There are 55 pictures here...."Great pictures! Thanks for sharing. Most the people I know, but some of them I didn't, wish you had been able to name them. ......So with getting what I just pasted, What I have to say to this is...."TOO BAD!" I haven't been writing in the journal because I haven't felt like it! Ok? I have been writing in another one I have..because is bullshit like this that I'm so tired of! OK? Get a F*CKING LIFE and YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO YELL AT ME for something that is NOT my fault! If you want me to, the only other thing that I can think of to prove to YOU that YOU are NOT blocked is to copy all of the names that are blocked and send it to you! How about that, maybe then you'll believe me! HUH?
Lisa
If I wrote anything that pisses anyone off....WHO CARES!? This is MY JOURNAL....Right? Dam you for treating me this way! I have a whole shit load of emails from you to go through, which I DO NOT MIND at all.....just stop it all! Just stop YELLING at me, OK? I write for ME not for YOU! Get it?
reading this this morning just was the the last straw for me!
Here you go!
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This is email from YOU! I was NOT on line at that time last night, and if you were blocked from sending any emails from me DON'T YOU THINK I WOULDN'T have gotten this?
I'm just so very tired of this same old shit and nit picking that you all are doing! I also have a life out side from this journal and emails! I know I don't have your full address up Merry! I don't want to get in trouble for having your full address posted!
Has it accured to anyone that maybe I just might be really sick? That what I have has gotten worse?
And J-Land is suppose to be OH SO SUPPORTIVE!!! Sure you are!
Saturday, December 29, 2007
My Christmas pictures
The pictures were making it hard for some to view my journal. So, I'm going to put up a link for you to go to if you want to view my Christmas pictures.
http://www.rockyou.com/show_my_gallery2.php?instanceid=96862839
Friday, December 28, 2007
Voyage of discovery
You are the person you have discovered yourself to be. And there is no limit to what you can discover.
The more you live and experience and accomplish, the more fully you evolve. Every moment is an opportunity to add strength and effectiveness to your life.
Every experience helps you more clearly see and understand the magnificent, enormous potential of your life. The joys and the sadness, the pleasures and the frustrations all enable valuable discoveries.
The more fully you understand who you are and what you have, the more effectively you can put it all to use. Take advantage of each opportunity for discovery, in each moment, in each encounter, and in each challenge.
Every experience is a learning experience. Every day is a voyage of discovery.
A lifetime of discovery awaits you right now. Climb aboard, eager and enthusiastic for whatever experience awaits, and begin the journey.
-- Ralph Marston
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