I got up at 1:00 this morning. Only 2 hours of sleep. Not a good thing. I think my body must be doing some sort of pattern of it's own again. I'm not liking it. This is really taking a toll on me. I hope that I'll be able to go back to bed here soon. If not, oh well.....I'm just going to have to ride it out. I've noticed that the steroids that I've been on for my hives has also been helping alot with my pain as well. Imagine that one! :o) I'm not complaing, and I'm going to makes sure I tell the doctor this one. :o) Going to go and see if I can get some more rest. God bless all of you! :o) Thank you for your comments, they do keep me going. :o)
Thursday, September 29, 2005
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
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Saturday, September 24, 2005
My therapist came yesterday. I told her about my tumor on my spine. But she still had to rub that same area. Yikes! I can now walk on the bottoms of my feet. :o) I got up at 12:15 this morning. Only 2 hours of sleep. Geesh....could be a long day. I am very sore and in so pretty bad pain still. I'm still just riding it out. :o) I found a few scriptures that I wanted to share. I thought they might be a bit uplifting to you. :o)
The wicked is ensnared by the transgression of his lips, but the righteous will come through trouble...He who speaks truth declares righteousness, but a false witness, deceit. Proverbs 12:13, 17
Bearing with one another, and forgiving one another, if anyone has a complaint against another; even as Christ forgave you, so you also must do. Colossians 3:13
Then Jesus said, "Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they do." Luke 23:34
Judge not, and you shall not be judged. Condemn not, and you shall not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven. Luke 6:17
Friday, September 23, 2005
Thursday, September 22, 2005
Ok....What I write in my journal is about my life. No one else lives my life. If you do not like what you read, then don't read it. I write what goes on in my life, to explain WHY I am in some of the pain that I am in. No, I do not blame others for my pain, it's called fibromyalgia! Again, to make everyone else happy, I went through and deleted some of the entrys. Again, I am making other people happy, and thinking of them, and not me. Thanks for trying to make me feel like I'm such a terrible person for writing in my journal and what goes on in my life. Again, this is MY life not yours, so you do not know what I do go through with certain people. Of course they will write in a comment, but since you do NOT know the truth, and I do, does NOT give you the right to boldly tell me what and how I should write my journal either! I don't blame anyone for the pain I am in, ever. Ok? This is a journal, and I use it to get stuff off of my chest to help make me feel better. Maybe intead of writing comments in my journal, you should do the same.
I slept really good last night. I am in more pain then I was yesterday. But, that just goes with this disease.
Sorry for being so angry this morning, but I am so tired of people telling me how and what I should write in my own journal! Please stop it, and if you don't like what you read, move on, and stop leaving comments like you have!
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
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Monday, September 12, 2005
Saturday, September 10, 2005
Yesterday my physical therapist came. My upper body wasn't nearly as bad as it has been. Whew! But, my spine all the way down to my hips and all of my legs and feet and ankles, where in very bad pain. :o( Again it made me cry for her to do the deep massage. I stayed in bed part of the day to rest my back and the lower extremeties.
My day went a bit better. I'm glad it did. I don't really need to much more stress right now. I was able to sleep 7 hours last night! Yay! :o) That should help me for today. :o) I guess thats it.....God bless all of you! :o)