Wednesday, June 15, 2005

If I only knew......

I went to see my doctor this morning. At least I'm not in the hospital as yet. He told me that he's never seen a fibromyalgia patient in this bad of condition without them either having a severe fall, or have been in a car accident! He found more muscle lumps on me that I didn't even know about. And, now my left side is just like the right! Geesh! I have to go in for x-ray's and more blood tests. He wants to make sure I didn't injure myself and not realize it. But I didn't. I told him how this all started. Stress! All from last Wednesday. My daughter's boy friends mother will not leave me alone. She has done nothing but email me and call ever since the baby has been born. She is not nice to me at all. Even though I've told her straight out to leave me alone...she hasn't. I delete the emails. If it comes down to it, I'll have to do something legal to keep her from me. It's just down right creepy for the way she is acting towards the baby! I told my daughter when she visits there to keep a good eye on the baby! It's that weird! I told my doctor this, and he wants me to do my best to keep away from her. I'm trying! She'll just show up at my door. He put me on another medication for anxiety. :o( Just what I need...another pill. He wants to see me again in 2 weeks, and if I'm not any better by then, he said then he'll put me in. :o( Again, I never knew that stress can do so much to you. But again, it is a tremendous amount that she has put me through, and still is. After I tell her for the last time to leave me alone....and if she doesn't, I will have to resort to something legal. I need my health over her.

1 comment:

shelt28 said...

I am so sorry that you are having to go thru all of this. Do have you have to do. Get better soon!