Sunday, January 6, 2008

It's getting worse.


I need to log. I just got up! I just feel like I want to just go back to bed. My hands and parts of my legs and arms are tingling all over again! :o( To where it feels like I'm being shocked. My left arm has still been half numb this whole time still. I'm dizzy and shaky. Bummer. After I get my shower, I think I need to get back in bed. I really don't want to. I'm sooo glad that I'm not alone today. I'd probably be freaking out right now. I can still hardly walk.
Last night, my mom called and couldn't get the heater thingy lite so they could have heat. I put my jacket on and went over to see if I could help in some way. Glad that she doesn't live very far from me. My mom just had me sit down on the couch. She wasn't happy that I did that. My sister came over here to pick up dh to come to help. He got it lite for her. He helped me to the car and then back in to our house. Just that little bit did me in. (I know you could tell mom) I just sat down as soon as I could and almost didn't make it. dh helped me. My hips, lower back and legs are so bad. Just to walk is light trying to climb over a 7ft. brick wall for me. Like getting impossible anymore. I don't like how I've been feeling and this morning how I woke up. It scares me. I am needing help with everything! gggrrr! I don't like this. And I'm scared. Glad I have a doctors apt. with my nurse practitioner.
This is so weird..I can't feel the keyboard when I type. I'm going to go now. I want to get cleaned up.
Thank you the ones that have stuck by me through all of this. I really appreciate this. More then you know.


 



22 comments:

ajquinn354 said...

Lisa so glad you have an appointment with the nurse practitioner tomorrow, hopefully he can give you answers to what can be done to help you with this.  Just try and relax today, don't overdue dear.  Know you want to keep busy and we enjoy hearing your j-land words, but you need to take care of you first. Arlene (AJ)

emabecmar said...

you keep your butt in that bed until you go see your doctor. and use your wheel chair more to get around instead of the walker, please. (((((hugs))))
Love,
Cindy

lanurseprn said...

Start using your wheelchair more because if you fall you could break your hip. Then, you'd be in for a real adventure. Take care of yourself.
Pam

malagutigrrl said...

Hang in there, darlin'.  The new year has hardly started yet... good things are comin'!
:)
MJ

imgr8phil said...

Sorry that you are having such a difficult day.  Take care Lisa.

Phil

hugsdoodlewacky said...

((((((((((((((((((LISA)))))))))))))))I am so sorry that your in so much pain,I wish I could just take it all away for you.But,I cant do that,but,what I have been doing is praying for you.Get some rest.

astoriasand said...

Oh! Dear Lisa like you say it's a bummer.I feel so sorry for you it must be terrible.I do hope as the day progresses things get better.Prayers being said for you.Take Care and go steady today if you do get out of bed.Take a few steps then rest.God Bless Kath astoriasand http://journals.aol.co.uk/astoriasand/MYSIMPLERHYMES

sugarsweet056 said...

Hoping you feel better, will say a prayer for you dear one.
Take care.
Hugs,
Sugar

cherry2sweet2eat said...

i hope you start feeling better lisa.

geocachelinda66 said...

I'm so sorry you are having such a hard time.  Hope they can get you straightened out!  Linda

pharmolo said...

Hope the remission follows very quickly, Lisa, this is very unpleasant

misswings60 said...

yes sweetie i did know. my heart just goes out to you honey. i was really surprised when i opened the door and it was you there. i worry about you,when you do things like that honey. i don't want anything bad happen to you,i just donknow what i would do if anything happened to you. you are my ray of sunshine,my little girl,my life.i love you baby....mom....oh and i still have heat...

cuteallison1980 said...

I feel so badly for you Lisa.  I really wish that I could do something for you.  I can only imagine what you are going through and it saddens me.  Try to keep your head high and a positive demeanor, it's better than the alternative.  Luv ya!

Allison

barbpinion said...

I'm so sorry hon. Wish I lived nearer so I could help; at the very least I could keep you company. It's not much fun hurting so much or having to cope with all you're facing. I pray for you every day.
Love you,
Barb- http://journals.aol.com/barbpinion/HEYLETSTALK

gehi6 said...

I wouldn't like it either.  You are so brave.  Yes I will bet your Mom turned white when you turned up to help her!  I am glad dh was there to help you back home. You probably feel the need to do something like that just to prove you are still alive despite all the weird stuff going on in your body.  This Ms if that is what causes it is something else!  Gerry

my78novata said...

I really hope they get more agreesive with traetment

lisa41076 said...

Awwwwwww Lisa keeping you in my thoughts, Love You Lisa XO

mosie1944 said...

My ex-DIL was diagnosed with MS about 4 years ago; so far she's able to hold down her job, but my granddaughter tells me it's getting harder and harder.  I'm praying for you, and for her.

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ndnhunny30 said...

Lisa,
I am so sorry hun that you are feeling so rough! I wish I could take it all away and make you feel whole again! I will keep you in my thoughts and think only positve thoughts for you!
Hugs, Robyn