Saturday, January 15, 2005

A bit better. night went a bit better then the night before. I'm still not really "with it," but, thats the way it's always been when I have a seizure. It does take me a few days to get back to my normal. The last entry I wrote was not meant for anyone in specific....because the person that wrote to me in an email, "letting me know" all those things, I wrote them back, "letting them know" how I am going to do things in my life. I just had to vent, so I wrote in this journal. I do appreciate all of the advise that I do get from everyone. :o) Just the one that has to tell me how I should live my life. Not advise, but telling me. If that makes any since?.

My back and my legs and hips are still in pain. I'm starting to learn to live with it. :o) I feel if it's not going to go away, then I have to accept it, and move on. I am still feeling what I call, "the after shock" of that seizure. It really messed with my muscles. I had so many cramps, it felt like I had bubble wrap right below my skin in my legs. Or, little marbles. The most of them went away on their own, but the rest are still there. Thats ok. Oh's a part of my life. :o)


drgnfly3451 said...

I read your last entry this am and am definitely beside you on this one! Live your life! We do not have to take the meds that these doctors give us...they are just trying what ever they can! Many meds they have given me I have taken and are now in a drawer...tossed aside! I hated them!

I am so very sorry to hear that you had a seizure awful for you! You certainly do not need that along with the pain! I am glad that you are stopping those meds!

I really believe that this pain is more tolerable when I think of what else could be wrong with my body....

Hope you are feeling will take a few days for those drugs to get out of your try to relax and remember that you have a fibro friend here in me....gentle hugs....Sheri

seraphoflove9001 said...

Thank you so much. :o) Having the seizure really made my muscles so much more worse then ever before. I agree.....I could have something worse then fibro. I'm just so tired of medicines. I know I can deal with the pain a lot more then the side effects from all of the pills.
Again...thank you Sheri....Gentle hugs to you as well. :o)

seraphoflove9001 said...

Yes, I have had a seizure disorder since I was 6 months old. No, I do not shoot down every medicines the doctor puts me on. I am on 5 other medicines that are working for me. Yes, we all need hope when our bodies betray us. And, I do have that. I only have written about the medicines that do not work for me. We are all different. Some medicines work for some people, and some don't. We are all like finger prints....very different. After these medicines, the doctor did tell me if I did have a seizure to stop taking them. Because of having Epilepsy. So....when I go back to see him, he will have more for me to try. :o) Thank you though for your concerns. :o)