Well....my night went a bit better then the night before. I'm still not really "with it," but, thats the way it's always been when I have a seizure. It does take me a few days to get back to my normal. The last entry I wrote was not meant for anyone in specific....because the person that wrote to me in an email, "letting me know" all those things, I wrote them back, "letting them know" how I am going to do things in my life. I just had to vent, so I wrote in this journal. I do appreciate all of the advise that I do get from everyone. :o) Just the one that has to tell me how I should live my life. Not advise, but telling me. If that makes any since?.
My back and my legs and hips are still in pain. I'm starting to learn to live with it. :o) I feel if it's not going to go away, then I have to accept it, and move on. I am still feeling what I call, "the after shock" of that seizure. It really messed with my muscles. I had so many cramps, it felt like I had bubble wrap right below my skin in my legs. Or, little marbles. The most of them went away on their own, but the rest are still there. Thats ok. Oh well....it's a part of my life. :o)