Saturday, June 21, 2008

~2+2= ?

Good morning. Its a beautiful day!

Yesterday was nothing but a disaster for me. I cried most of the day. Thankfully my son was here to help me. I don't know what I would have done if he wasn't here. I had 3 accidents in my bed. He changed the sheets and quilts for me. I thanked him the rest of the day. He calmed me down when I got hysterical. What happen was he went to get me a bottle of water and I dropped it! He cleans that up. He got me a Sprit, and the samething happened again. And again! You should see the pile of laundry I have. I tried to explian that they were all accidents to someone, but was still all pissy with me!

While my son was cleaning my bed for me the 3rd time, I stoped crying and put my drink in my baby cup. When I droped it, I didn't make a mess.
It seems like I'm losing the grip in my hands. It just really scared me. (I forgot to put this in my other journal)

I had a major flash back yesterday evening. It wasn't a very good one either. I brought it up, but I don't want to talk about it right now. And...I don't even know why I brought it up.

I make dream catchers. My mom has them. Some how a strage tub got mixed up with mine. :o)
We're not going to be able to see our grandson's this weekend. :o( My daughters friend was having a birthday party.
I would also like to thank you for signing my new guest book. Somehow I lost my old one that had already had yours in it.
I need to go!

" The most beautiful people are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These people have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep, loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen."
~ Elizabeth Kubler Ross ~



imgr8phil said...

I'm glad your son was around to help you and most of all be helpful and calming to you.  Hope today will be better, it is the first full day of Summer.  Take care.


emabecmar said...

I am so glad your son was there to help you. Please try and relax and have a good weekend. (((((hugs)))))
ps. Going to go sign your guestbook. I forgot all about it yesterday.

ajquinn354 said...

Sure glad your son was there for you dear, he was a real sweetheart.  Try, I know it's hard, not to let little things like this get you down so much.  We all have accidents that happen.  Just try to go with the flow dear.  The crying can't help you with your stress dear. Just enjoy each day, allow yourself to laugh, can change your whole outlook.  Take care. Arlene (AJ)

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hugsdoodlewacky said...

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((LISA))))))))))))))I am sorry you were having a bad day yesterday.I hope you are feeling better.

specialadyfink said...

Lisa-dear sweet Lisa.I wish you weren't going through all this.That things would go back to normal in the blink of an eye.
Hey-how recent is that top photo of you?? You dye your hair? Wow-you look great.
Huggies lil housemouse................

mjgm1954 said...

This is a wonderful quote. at least my suffering has earned me the honor of joining the ranks of the compassionate!  lol
So sorry you are having troubles with spilling things. that has to be annoying. i sometimes , well truthfull quite often accidently pour my drink  down my front and sometimes hot soup  as i try to eat or drink while in my recliner at the puter. i always say now why did i do that and get annoyed at myself. but to be honest if anyone else where to criticize i would ignore them  lol
thank God that you have such a kind son.  if i needed mine in any capacity he would not be willing to help.  june  hope the following helps a little dear!

Encourage Yourself

We all face difficult seasons in life. The key to victory during these times is to stay encouraged. Although it’s important to be lifted up by our friends, the best way to stay encouraged is to encourage ourselves! In a day and age when people are very critical of themselves, we need to be just the opposite and become our own greatest encourager.

One of the best examples of this is David. 1 Samuel 30:6 says, ”David encouraged himself in the Lord his God.” He faced many oppositions, disappointments, and set backs. But the key to David’s success is found in the fact that despite the negative circumstances all around him, he drew his strength from the Lord and remembered what God had done for him in the past.

{from my daily devotional from Joel Olsteen}

cuteallison1980 said...

I hope you are having a good and happy Sunday.  I'm glad he was there to help calm you when you were upset.  You need people to be there for you.  Luv ya!