Sunday, June 8, 2008

~A picture/and me

So far, I think I have everything pretty stable right now. Funny, it's just like putting a baby back to sleep. And then tip toe as to not disturb.
This morning, I woke up because I was having bad pains in my chest. They made me scream. I couldn't breath or actually move. It was very gripping. Dh came running in. He was even frantic. He was asking me questions, and I couldn't respond to him.
I could only sit up and look forward. I wasn't going to move. I could finally tell dh how I was feeling and what I was going through. He asked me if I wanted to go to the hopital. No way. I said no. I think he wanted me to go, even when he knows how bad that place is.
I sat there for a few minutes. Dh was there on my bed just incase I needed anything. I was able to get up, but still couldn't move towards any sides.
I did get my tethiscope (sp) and listened to my lungs and heart myself. I heard the girgle. I was a bit thrown because I've never heard that before. My heart beat was way off. It was just beating in any way it wanted to. It wasn't anything like a heart is suppose to sound.
After dh helped me up, the pain is kind of hard to explain. The only thing that I can think of is a bad case of plurecy (SP). So, it's obviously getting worse. Bummer.
I'm going to go now and get in my room. It's very hot here. I can't take it. My air is on in there. :o)


emabecmar said...

I have heard of people drowning in their own fluids. You need to go to the emergency room. (((((((hugs))))))

ajquinn354 said...

Lisa you really need to go to the're just not having good days dear. They could possibly give you something to make you more comfortable, less pain. Bless you.  Arlene (AJ)

dca721 said...

Aww Lisa,
I am sorry.
I am glad dh is with you.
It is way too hot here too, just miserable.

jacsher said...

I have stopped by several time to read the journal, just wanted to say you are an inspiration with your ability to cope with such  devastaning and frustrating health problems.  Hang in there.  Prayers are being said and your name mentioned.

lurkynat said...

Oh dear
I hope that you feel so much better now... I'm so sorry that you feel that bad and then you need to help baby difficult

lurkynat said...

The baby is absolutely beautiful!