Tuesday, November 8, 2005
Again...Just MY life.
When I woke up this morning, my whole right side, where my muscle lumps are in my ribs and my stomach, are very swollen. :o( It hurts like hell! Just when I thought the pain from this horrid disease couldn't get much wores, it does. I know I won't be doing anything at all today. My daughter will be coming over to do her laundry, and I'll get to see my grandson. :o) I won't be able to hold him. :o( Unless I'm sitting down, and she puts him on my lap. I wasn't even able to give my husband a hug last night. :o( That is a first. I think I'm going to have to change my pain chart. I know this pain is way past a 10! It really feels like a 20! No kidding! All I want to do is cry. At least I won't be home alone today, with my daughter being here. That makes me feel better, and safer. I need to end this for now. I have so much on my mind right now and can't seem to get rid of it. It just keeps going over and over in my head. I just don't know how to get rid of it. I need to talk about it all really bad to see someone elses point og view to see if I'm not seeing things wrong. Oh well. In too much pain. God bless you all. :o)