Saturday, November 5, 2005

My life.

I wasn't feeling very well at all last so I went to bed at 8:30. I felt like I was real heavy and cold hardly keep my eyes open. My legs were hurting me pretty bad as well. They were both swollen. I got up at 5:45 this morning. I actually got some sleep. I got up and am in more pain then I was yesterday. I have a hudge lump on my left upper chest that goes up to my shoulder. I have a smaller one on the right side. My right ribs have a few lumps in it. It hurts to put my right arm down. My legs still hurt. And the right side of my neck and it is going down to my right arm. I can hardly wait to see what my day will be like. When I got on line this morning, I had another email that upset me. That isn't helping my pain. I had to go out side and sit and got some fresh air, hoping it would make me feel better. My husband is up, and he has been helping me. :o) This is going to be one of those days. Already a very painful morning. Gee, whats next?


soupergirl68 said...

Lisa Im sorry but whoever keeps upsetting you isnt being fair to you as a friend, all I want to  know is..ARE THEY WORTH IT? if not then dont read their emails...blow them off because in my oppinion if they were any kind of freind to you and knew your situation they would be a little more considerant of your condition. i  dont mean to sound harsh but i know they read your journal and I know they have to see they are upsetting you. Sometimes we just have to break ties to peopke who are hurting us or upsetting us even if we think they are our friends. I had to do that and found out the hard way she was doing alot of things behind my back that I never saw because she played the guilt card on me, telling me our friendship meant more to her than anything, while in the meantime she's stabbing me in the back. Im not saying this is going on with you, I just shared my experience...Love you

seraphoflove9001 said...

No, you weren't harsh. The situation is over, so I thought the emails were as well. Just way too much for me to handle. You're right, others don't really know how I feel with this stupid disease. It hurts. I don't understand the fact that I don't get a phone call instead of emails. Oh well...thats my life.

dianneclewien said...

Criticizing you and/or jumping you via email is the cowards way. A coward can not face you or talk to you personally. By doing this to you via email they think they are saving face or something equally as stupid. I do agree with Kimmie (although I don't know her) that you should just ignore the ignoramuses and/or block them from sending you any more emails. I know I have had to do that in my own personal life with my stupid nephew. Don't let them keep getting to you.  And, if they do keep writing about it here. If need be tell them off good here. It reads to me like Kimmie and I are both here for you in this email matter as well as your pain.