Tuesday, February 7, 2006

I need to talk.......

Well, it's after 10:00 and I'm still awake. :::::sigh::::: I have so much on my mind right now, I just feel like screaming at the top of my lungs right now! I've been resting in bed for hours now with my heating pad, and I still hurt. gggrrr! It now feels like my left hip is rubbing bone to bone now. Ouchie! And my right hip is feeling like my left one did. A lot of this stress that I've been having sure hasn't helped a whole lot! I got emails from that person that has been saying nasty things about me. So, instead of commenting in my journal, I guess they have decided to be bold enough to email me. The funny thing is....I know who it is, and they still won't come clean with all of this! This is what I think, and it's just my opinion....I think that this person feels that they can write or say or even do not nice things to me and my family and think that I won't retaliate. They see me as someone that will just keep taking what they are giving me, and thats not the case anymore! I don't want drama in my life like you seem to do. I like my life and am very happy with my life and family. I also feel that you are not happy and by doing the things that you have been doing to me, is because you're not happy with your life so you want to bring me down, and I'm not going to let that happen! I have too many great things going on in my life, and I deffintly don't need all of your negativity. Because thats all you seem to thrive on. And I know you well enough to know this. So I'm asking you another time, stop with this game playing because I already know who you are and I don't play those games anymore! I have a family and a life that I'd rather give my attention to then your petty little game. Ok?

Thank you all for your supportive comments. :o) God bless you all. :o)


shelt28 said...

You can't handle this stress. It reaks havoc on your body. Have you thought of making your Journal private?? That way only your friends can read your Journal.



seraphoflove9001 said...

Oh Carolyn...it is so hard on my body! I just don't think that this person that is doing this to me truly understands what they are and have done to my body pain wise. Plus I'm sill in pain from that accident. Thank you so much...I have thought of doing that. :o)