.....Just to let you know, nothing in this journal is toward anyone in specific.....I've had this journal since aol came out with them, and I use it to write my feelings, and about my illnesess,and in hopes it might help someone else as I do. And if you might take an entry that it is about you, I'm sorry but It isn't, it just may seem to coincide with your own life......
Yesterday wasn't what I had planned it to be. But of course, it never usually is. :o) My ramp is finished. My bed is in this room now. Now I need to finish getting all of my other thing in here. I can do that one thing at a time. I will also need to hang something up for some privacy. No biggie. :o)
I also wrote a letter to my sister. I'm just very tired of all the lies and trouble that she feels the need to try and put in my life. So, I put a stop to it right away. I am who I am, and no one can take that away! I don't go around saying or acting like I'm someone else or that my beliefs are fake! They are not! And I do not! What you see is what you get from me! Simple as that! And I say...if you choose not to believe me, then it's your lose, not mine, because I don't want or need all the negativity and drama in my life. When you have God in your heart...there will always be something evil out there to try and get to you....and I don't and won't let it. It's just a test on your faith. There will be also people that will use your faith against you as well. Don't fall for it. They have to have something to say to you so they choose to use that...and in my eyes, they are only jealous of you and how happy you are in your life because aboviously they aren't. They only want what you have...they can have it, but instead they choose the evil path. Ok mom.
I've learned so much by just watching and listening to others. It isn't your fault because they choose to act in a childish manner over things and life in general. Just jealous of your happiness. People like us that have God in our hearts have a certain glow that others will see. Plus the greatest gift in thewrold. Don't allow anyone to get you down because of their jealousy. They can have this same happiness as well if they so choose so. And they know it.
ASAP! Always Say A Prayer! :o) Pray for the ones that are lost on their path. Have only love for them, because they know not what they've done.
Today my home health aid will be here. Thats good. :o) I will have some help moving my things into this room. I'm trying to get the inside of the house ready for when I receive my electric wheel chair. :o) I can't wait until it's done. :o)
I suppose thats all for now. :o) God bless all of you...and He does everyday! :o)