Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Not today.

.....Just to let you know, nothing in this journal is toward anyone in specific.....I've had this journal since aol came out with them, and I use it to write my feelings, and about my illnesess,and in hopes it might help someone else as I do. And if you might take an entry that it is about you, I'm sorry but It isn't, it just may seem to coincide with your own life...... 
I woke up this morning and my chest seems pretty tight. I've never had this feeling before. I didn't sleep very well at all last night, just a lot of tossing and turning with a lot of back pain. So...I'm not going to have anything planned for today except to rest in bed. I wanted to plant a flower I got at an Eagles dinner and some seeds that I finally found, but not today!
I tried talking to the other party yesterday morning that is running away from their problems. No luck. They will soon wake up and realize their mistake. Just hope it's not too late.
Again...my husband and I watched a show last night that really got to the both of us for different reasons. We actually turned the t.v. off and both just went to bed! And we both love this show, but last nights went a bit too far for us. My problem was this person had a almost died and thought that they had to Thank God everytime he turned around....now....I agree with thanking God for everything that you receive, because if it weren't for God...you won't have...but he thought since the others he was around wasn't doing it just like he was, he thought they were shallow people! Not true! Everyone has their own way that they thank God. Like I was telling my husband, every blink of an eye there is a blessing in your life, and you can thank God for them in your own way. And I felt that this person was taking it too far. The way I see it, everyone is blessed! case closed. My husband didn't like the idea that they actually showed a baby die! It really got to him. We were both amazed at how we love to watch this show and we both had to turn it off. We both agreed on how we felt with each others feelings...like he also felt the same as I did with that person, and I didn't like seeing a baby die as well. So..off it went. We both felt that there are some things that shouldn't be on t.v. or relayed on t.v.
It does get tiresome to constantly hear that.....especially when there are no two pepole alike in this would, and everyone has their own way of praising God for their blessings.
Well....I need to go for now....I'm getting more shaky then I was earlier. I don't like this feeling. It's making it hard to type. Plus...everyone should always remember this one thing...God can give, and God can also take it away as fast as He gave.

6 comments:

misswings60 said...

Amen, Well said, I couldn't have said it better. I love you baby,get some rest and I hope you feel better. Mom

seraphoflove9001 said...

You're welcome. The show was House....I know that some people record this show and watch it at another time and just like the other show that I was talking about in my one entry, I didn't want to give it away just incase they didn't watch it yet. But, it is how I feel....you don't have to "praise God" every minute. I do, but not like that, and the guy in the show felt that since no one else was doing this, then they were shaollow people and weren't thankful and expected more from others when it wasn't true at all. They all had their own way to thank God. Thats why we are all different, and we are all different in the way we praise Him and thank Him. Just because we don't do it like they do, doesn't mean that we are bad. And thats how this one nurse let him know this! Come back down to earth and back into reality! Now that one I said Amen to! :o) Because no one is perfect, we are all human! :o)
Lisa

akapussnboots said...

Lisa, I have not watched the show yet, so thank you on that part. :)  But I agree with what you are saying 100%.  Rhonda

seraphoflove9001 said...

Thank you! I hope I didn't spoil the show for you....thats why I never say the show that we watched because I know you tape the shows we watch too. But you watch it and see if you see what I'm talking about. I feel it wasn't right for that doctor to act that way at all! Just like some others I've known in my life that has acted the same way! You can be a Christian and have faith and believe in God and worship Him, but not everyone does it the same way, and that doesn't make you wrong! Just as long as you believe and have faith and praise in Him your own way!
Lisa

llittleloft02 said...

LISA ...

YOU ARE SO STRONG AND I KNOW GOD HAS A PLAN FOR ALL OF US AND I KNOW THAT YOUR PLAN IS SPECIAL , AND I KNOW MY LITTLE GRACE WILL HAVE SOMEONE VERY SPECIAL WATCHING OVER HER AND I KNOW YOU WILL BE MY ANGEL .

I AM HERE FOR YOU ALWAYS AND IF YOU EVER NEED ANYTHING I HOPE YOU KNOW I AM A PHONE CALL AWAY , AS I READ YOU PAST ENTRIES I CRY AND PRAY THAT GOD WILL HEAL YOU AND TAKE THIS PAIN AWAY FROM YOU ... IT HURTS ME DEEPLY TO SEE YOU IN SO MUCH PAIN , AND I JUST WISH THERE SOMETHING MORE I CAN DO FOR YOU MY BEST FRIEND ..

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS
KELLEY JO

seraphoflove9001 said...

aaawwww...thank you so much! You know how much I appreciate hearing that, and I know that I can depend on you when I need to! :o)
Lisa