Friday, May 5, 2006

My writings....

.....Just to let you know, nothing in this journal is toward anyone in specific.....I've had this journal since aol came out with them, and I use it to write my feelings, and about my illnesess,and in hopes it might help someone else as I do. And if you might take an entry that it is about you, I'm sorry but It isn't, it just may seem to coincide with your own life......
Yesterday my daughter and grandson were here. :o) He seems to be teething again! Wow! His surgery is Monday, and I'm getting nervous...I can't inmagine how my daughter is feeling. My blood pressure was up higher then it has been yesterday. I'm not used to checking it like I used to have to check my sugar eveyday. Now my sugar is under control. Glad of that. :o) I haven't checked it yet this morning. I guess I'm just going to have to get used to doing this....get it down in my daily schedule. Maybe put the blood pressure machine on my walker...that should help remind me! :o) I've been doing what my doctor has told me to do. My legs are still swelling though...even when I have them up and in bed. He did say that would be the case until I can get my stress level down. But..It's still dangerous for me as well. I just keep praying for better health....and thank the Lord that He gave me another day! :o) I'm very blessed. :o) I have the support of my family and friends, and thats what counts. :o)
My husband and I talked a few things over again last night, and I had him read everything that has been upsetting me. What I had wrote at the top of this entry was his idea. ;o) Which I think is great! Because like he said...he knows how long I've been writing in this journal and it helps me to do so, and I don't need to stop if someone doesn't like what I say. :o)
This morning my back is really hurting pretty bad. I gave up on a pain chart....the pain is always way over a ten now...so whats the use? I can actually feel the spurs...they feel like sharp bumps coming out of my spine, and it hurts to sit on certain chairs. It does feel better when I do use my wheel chair. :o) So far it looks like it's going to be a nice day. :o) A bit cooler then it has been, but still nice. :o) I did however get 6 hours of sleep last night! YAY! About time! :o) It always helps me relax when my husband lays in my bed until I fall asleep. :o) I really miss being able to sleep with him.
I have a few scriptures I'd like to share with you. :o)........."The humble He gives in justice, and the humble He teaches His way..Psalm 25:9.....He who guards his mouth preserves his life, but he who opens wide his lips shall have destruction...Proverbs 13:3......And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving on another, just as God in Christ forgave you....Ephesians 4:32.....I have shown you in every way, by laboring like this, that you must support the weak. And remember the words of the Lord Jesus, that He said, "It is more blessed to give than receive......Acts 20:35......But He gives more grace. Therefore He says: "God resists the proud, but gives to the humble."..Humble yourselfs in the sight of the Lord, and He will lift you up....James 4:6......I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me.....Galatains 2:20.....Let it be without hypocrisy. Abhor what is evil. Cling to what is good. Be kindly affectionate to one another with brotherly love, in honor giving preference to one another....Romans 12:9.
Have a great day and God bless all of you and thank you very much for all of your comments. They help me get through my days. :o)

2 comments:

dianneclewien said...

Lisa, Your writings are like mine with my family, if it bothers someone, it's because they have a guilty conscience about the some of their own actions or lack thereof as the case may be.
Dianne

seraphoflove9001 said...

Dianne,
Thank you! Thats exactly how we feel! Because what I wrote about in the entry that was taken as it was "about them," was only about what my husband and I watched that night and my comments about it. My husband read it and didn't see anything wrong with what I wrote because he remembers that I was making the same comments while watching the show. Nothing about anyone that I know. Just the show itself. And it is pretty sad when people have nothing better to do then to "think" that it was guided to them....in fact that is how I felt when I first read that nasty unneeded comment....someone must have a guilty conscience for thinking it was about them! And to do nothing but watch and read every move I make means someone has way too much time on their hands.
Lisa