I'm letting you know now, that this is going to be a rant entry, and if you don't want to read it, I understand.****Sorry, I forgot to use my private journal****
Ok, I just got done reading a few entries of someone very close to me! I'm so very upset right now! I'm shaking and my heart is pounding like it's going to just pop out of my chest! I'm very worried about this person very badly! And hear I thought I was being told the truth! NOT! Again, when I'm lied too...thats makes me so upset to no end! How hard is it to just tell the truth?! HUH?
People being two faced and lying to me is a very bad mix....it brings me to a boiling point! Like real quick! People need to learn to STOP BLAMING OTHERS FOR THEIR OWN MISTAKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How hard is that?! AND TO STOP DELETING things you write, thinking it will make YOU'RE LIFE "look" so much BETTER!!!! DID IT WORK?! NO!
I'm here...and how many times have I said that I'm here for someone if they need someone? Plus I'm always here for my family!!! I do not like to find out something that SHOULD have been told to ME through a journal, or through someone else!
I will NOT put up with this anymore! How I took what I just read, is a cry for help! Is it? You're lonely and you need someone to vent on! It's black and white! Once again....I see that this will not work out at all! You're doing this for someone else besides yourself! And why?! What I see in the future is a very sad and lonely person! Because when you continue to push people away from you, that love and care for you, you will end up a very sad person! And why you continue to do this to me, is beyond me! I guess I have this huge target on my back for you to kick me, and and kick me more when I'm down! Does that make you feel good to do this? If so, why? Oh, thats right, you don't have to tell me why...oh my mistake!
Yes....WE Will talk TODAY! I will see to that! I've got so many questions that you will answer! Because as of right NOW...I'm taking control of MY LIFE...not YOU! get it, got it, good!