Friday, November 17, 2006

Not a happy camper!

I'm letting you know now, that this is going to be a rant entry, and if you don't want to read it, I understand.****Sorry, I forgot to use my private journal****


Ok, I just got done reading a few entries of someone very close to me! I'm so very upset right now! I'm shaking and my heart is pounding like it's going to just pop out of my chest! I'm very worried about this person very badly! And hear I thought I was being told the truth! NOT! Again, when I'm lied too...thats makes me so upset to no end! How hard is it to just tell the truth?! HUH?
People being two faced and lying to me is a very bad mix....it brings me to a boiling point! Like real quick! People need to learn to STOP BLAMING OTHERS FOR THEIR OWN MISTAKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How hard is that?! AND TO STOP DELETING things you write, thinking it will make YOU'RE LIFE "look" so much BETTER!!!! DID IT WORK?! NO!
I'm here...and how many times have I said that I'm here for someone if they need someone? Plus I'm always here for my family!!! I do not like to find out something that SHOULD have been told to ME through a journal, or through someone else!
I will NOT put up with this anymore! How I took what I just read, is a cry for help! Is it? You're lonely and you need someone to vent on! It's black and white! Once again....I see that this will not work out at all! You're doing this for someone else besides yourself! And why?! What I see in the future is a very sad and lonely person! Because when you continue to push people away from you, that love and care for you, you will end up a very sad person! And why you continue to do this to me, is beyond me! I guess I have this huge target on my back for you to kick me, and and kick me more when I'm down! Does that make you feel good to do this? If so, why? Oh, thats right, you don't have to tell me why...oh my mistake!
Yes....WE Will talk TODAY! I will see to that! I've got so many questions that you will answer! Because as of right NOW...I'm taking control of MY LIFE...not YOU! get it, got it, good!

22 comments:

millieukgirl said...

whoaa! Lisa, you really needed to get that off your chest...hope you begin to feel better once it's all sorted out!  You had ME shaking by the time I got to the end of your entry...phew! Big hug, Millie :)

katie39041 said...


Firstly, may i thank you for your support.And secondly go girl!!!! lol that was some rant.Ihope you feel a bit better, its good to get things of your chest.
Thanks again
love and hugs
katie x

nelishianatl said...

You are one tough lady and I'll have to check out your private journal in order to follow the story line better.  I'm glad you're on my side and not mad at me.  I'd get my tail kicked. lol.  I wouldn't LIE to you though so it would never happen.  Nothing I can stand more than a liar to make me go off on them.
I do get you.
Please send me the link to your other journal again.  
Love you,
NELISHIA
http://journals.aol.com/nelishianatl/WISHINGANDHOPING/
http://journals.aol.com/tsalagiprincess1/JumpingOffTheDeepEnd/

zoepaul6968 said...

whos upset you hun? Do I have access to your private journal? Let me know thanx zoe (domestic abuse) xxx

my78novata said...

Ihope your talk goes well.

sugarsweet056 said...

Thinking of you sweetie, feel my big soft bear hugs? {{{{ }}}}
Blessings, Sug

tellsg said...

I am not sure I have got a link to your private journal.  I am sorry that someone has upset you so.  Terry x

siennastarr said...

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sangrialel said...

I hope you get to work this out! Linda

sweetestsin52605 said...

Mom...that day was a BAD day for me. We all have those..right?
I know this is about me. I didn't lie to you..I didnt even tell Jeremy about the article thing yet. I am not "keeping" things from you either. I know what I am doing, and I want to do it. Yes, you are involved with the wedding. Sorry I forgot to tell you about the article...my mistake. I love you.

chat2missie said...

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jckfrstross said...

good for you i hope things work out for you

Deb

mmartinez07 said...

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therealslimemmy said...

hope things get straightened out for you
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merry1621 said...

Okay Lisa, that's what I was trying to say when I said learn to ignore!
You must take control and let NOTHING she does get to you.  NOTHING!  Be Strong, Lisa.
OCD, there are a lot of us around JLand.  I don't know if I'd ever want a homemakeover.  A new  home, yes.  But no makeover.  We have made over so many times I can't even count them, and still come up with things we need to or want to change.  

However if that's a way to get your place fixed and somebody does have to win it, who says you shouldn't go for it.  I say Go For It Lisa!

Take it easy, don't let the creepy people get your gentle heart.
Merry

merry1621 said...

Okay Lisa, that's what I was trying to say when I said learn to ignore!
You must take control and let NOTHING she does get to you.  NOTHING!  Be Strong, Lisa.
OCD, there are a lot of us around JLand.  I don't know if I'd ever want a homemakeover.  A new  home, yes.  But no makeover.  We have made over so many times I can't even count them, and still come up with things we need to or want to change.  

However if that's a way to get your place fixed and somebody does have to win it, who says you shouldn't go for it.  I say Go For It Lisa!

Take it easy, don't let the creepy people get your gentle heart.
Merry

lisa41076 said...

Awwwwwwww Lisa, I am so sorry somebody upset you, Big Hugs Lisa

xxroxymamaxx said...

Okay, I should have known I wasn't going to get it but I read it anyway.  Hugs to you friend.  GBU, Shelly

dca721 said...

huh?
Sorry this happened to you Lisa.
Tell them to "bite you"!
Love,
Donna

queenb8261 said...

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cacklinrosie101 said...

Aw, Lisa, I sure hope you get this whole thing fixed.  Take a deep breath or two.  I didn't know you had a private journal.  Hang in there.  HUGS  Chris

springangel235 said...

I am so sorry for your upset...I pray things get better....many hugs and love,
Joyce...