Saturday, November 17, 2007

~Just stuff...I think~

.....Just to let you know, nothing in this journal's entry is toward anyone in specific, I use it to write my feelings, and about my illnesess, and in hopes it might help someone else as I do.I do not pretend nor imatate to be someone I'm not.I have to be careful, apparently someone are way too obsessed with 'my' life. And if you might take an entry wrong and feel that it is about you, I'm sorry but It isn't, it just may seem to coincide with your own life. And if there is something in what I write that "offends" you, options; don't read, or realize that this IS real life, and get out of your plastic bubble and learn more about it! I also know that what I write in MY journal, that NOT everyone will agree with me and I don't expect them to! God bless you!......


Good morning! I hope that everyone is feeling good/fine this cold morning! It's cold here in Ohio! Whew!

In my entry showing you my arm and my squishy lumps, they are hard to see. My daughter was taking the pictures and we tried everything to get them to come out without such brightness. Maybe I'll try it myself with a mirror.
My left arm is now only numb on the back of it! From my shoulder to my elbow. The inside of my arm stopped being numb! Boy does this feel weird! I thought it would go away by now, but it hasn't.

Yesterday morning I found 2 more bruises on my left leg! Darn it...I was goning to take pictures of them to show....maybe I still will. But, I haven't ran into anything or have fallen to get them. Last evening, dh seen my left leg while I was sitting on a kitchen chair and had asked me where I got this one bruise? I looked and I have no clue! Then I notice 3 more bruises that just appeared on my left leg! He was looking at them and said that they don't look like bruises you get from running into anything. I agree. I haven't looked this morning. We looked at my right leg and there wasn't anything on it or wrong. I need to check my left leg to see how the bruises look and if there are any more. Geesh! Enough is enough! lol
When I got up this morning, I started to walk and my right hip imediatly started in on me! It was like grinding everytime I moved my right leg! I know...Im probably confusing all of you by me saying left and right! lol If I am....I'm sorry! :o) I know how it gets confussing to me as well! lol

My daughter got the call last night about the person in her and her husbands life, to get down there imediatly. She called her husband and he was here fast, and they left to get to the hospital. :o( She called me this morning and they think that today is the day. She has it to pull the plug if she ever got this way. I do too. They're not getting any brain activity at all. :o( My heart and prayers go out to the family.

I made a poll to see what all of you think. I hope you don't mind. The original reason I was going to go private has been resolved. I'm very happy about that one!

I really don't have anything planned for today. Nothing exciting, so far this day has dragged on and on already!  <sigh>
Wow, I started writing this entry at 11:00! And now it's 12:00! It takes me a long I didn't think it took me that long! Good grief!
With that said, I think I'm going to end this chapter!
Thank you all for your comments and the ecards as well! They mean a lot to me! :o)

"The wings of prayer carry high and far."




pharmolo said...

Am pleased the issue that could have prompted you to go private has been resolved. The bruises may be mystifying, but if you are taking any blood thinning meds that may be a factor. Perhaps they should do a blood test to see if your blood is OK.

imgr8phil said...

I hope you aren't in too much pain.  As far as your journal being public or private it is up to you to figure that out.  If people are bothering you and making your miserable then be private and eliminate them, but if they aren't bothering you too much then stay public.  Take care and have a good Saturday.


sugarsweet056 said...

Wishing you a good wkend.

rgossett4195 said...

ouch!  take care of yourself hon, xoxo rose

glensfork4 said...

Wishing you well always.....I would get your blood checked out though...are you a diabetic?


dca721 said...

I am glad some of your numbness has left.
May as well stay public then.

arlenes627 said...

VERY nice, I voted 'yes'... bruises may be ok I *think*...hugs.

lisa41076 said...

Lisa, sorry about the bruises, I voted for you to stay public, Love You Lisa XO

lanurseprn said...

I hope your bruises don't hurt too bad. It's a personal decision to be private, or public. I'm glad things have settled down and you are considering staying public. But, the troll might come back and then you are right where you began.  So it's up to you. We can't make that decision.

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my78novata said...

you need to go private for your own sanitity and to keep busy bodies out.

hugsdoodlewacky said...

(((((((((((((((LISA))))))))))))))))I am glad you got this one reason solved.Have a nice evening.

heavenlybama said...

I get bruises that I don't know I have until someone says something to me.  I'm an easy bruiser.  My doc told me to take 2000 mg. of Vitamin C a day.  It has helped some.  Sorry to hear about the person in ICU.  My prayers go out to their family.

jmoqueen said...

Sorry to hear about your daughters friend.  The poor family that have to go through that!!  That's not good about your bruises my colleague says she comes up in bruises sometimes and she doesn't know how she got them!!