.....Just to let you know, nothing in this journal's entry is toward anyone in specific, I use it to write my feelings, and about my illnesess, and in hopes it might help someone else as I do.I do not pretend nor imatate to be someone I'm not.I have to be careful, apparently someone are way too obsessed with 'my' life. And if you might take an entry wrong and feel that it is about you, I'm sorry but It isn't, it just may seem to coincide with your own life. And if there is something in what I write that "offends" you, options; don't read, or realize that this IS real life, and get out of your plastic bubble and learn more about it! I also know that what I write in MY journal, that NOT everyone will agree with me and I don't expect them to! God bless you!......
Good morning! I hope that everyone is feeling good/fine this cold morning! It's cold here in Ohio! Whew!
In my entry showing you my arm and my squishy lumps, they are hard to see. My daughter was taking the pictures and we tried everything to get them to come out without such brightness. Maybe I'll try it myself with a mirror.
My left arm is now only numb on the back of it! From my shoulder to my elbow. The inside of my arm stopped being numb! Boy does this feel weird! I thought it would go away by now, but it hasn't.
Yesterday morning I found 2 more bruises on my left leg! Darn it...I was goning to take pictures of them to show....maybe I still will. But, I haven't ran into anything or have fallen to get them. Last evening, dh seen my left leg while I was sitting on a kitchen chair and had asked me where I got this one bruise? I looked and I have no clue! Then I notice 3 more bruises that just appeared on my left leg! He was looking at them and said that they don't look like bruises you get from running into anything. I agree. I haven't looked this morning. We looked at my right leg and there wasn't anything on it or wrong. I need to check my left leg to see how the bruises look and if there are any more. Geesh! Enough is enough! lol
When I got up this morning, I started to walk and my right hip imediatly started in on me! It was like grinding everytime I moved my right leg! I know...Im probably confusing all of you by me saying left and right! lol If I am....I'm sorry! :o) I know how it gets confussing to me as well! lol
My daughter got the call last night about the person in her and her husbands life, to get down there imediatly. She called her husband and he was here fast, and they left to get to the hospital. :o( She called me this morning and they think that today is the day. She has it to pull the plug if she ever got this way. I do too. They're not getting any brain activity at all. :o( My heart and prayers go out to the family.
I made a poll to see what all of you think. I hope you don't mind. The original reason I was going to go private has been resolved. I'm very happy about that one!
I really don't have anything planned for today. Nothing exciting, so far this day has dragged on and on already! <sigh>
Wow, I started writing this entry at 11:00! And now it's 12:00! It takes me a long time...lol...but I didn't think it took me that long! Good grief!
With that said, I think I'm going to end this chapter!
Thank you all for your comments and the ecards as well! They mean a lot to me! :o)
"The wings of prayer carry high and far."