Tuesday, March 25, 2008

~what next~

.....Just to let you know, nothing in this journal's entry is toward anyone in specific, I use it to write my feelings, and about my illnesess, and in hopes it might help someone else as I do.I do not pretend nor imatate to be someone I'm not. And if you might take an entry wrong and feel that it is about you, I'm sorry but It isn't, it just may seem to coincide with your own life. And if there is something in what I write that "offends" you, options; don't read, or realize that this IS real life, and learn more about it! I also know that what I write in MY journal, that NOT everyone will agree with me and I don't expect them to! God bless you!......


I'm really hoping that today will be a much better day then it was yesterday. My stress level was off the charts!
I have to go and get an MRI done today at 11:00 am. How ironic it was for me yesterday. I called and resheduled my heart doctors appointment and if I would have gone, I wouldn't have gotten that phone call. I still would have gotten the massage, but not like I did. Now I can go see my heart doctor with this new information that I have.
All I did yesterday was cry. It has come to the point to where I've never been. I ask, "Why?!" I usually except things and then go on. But not this time. I feel very different about this. I don't like this feeling. It kind of seems like it's time. I'm not sure how to discribe the feeling.
My face is so swollen, my tears collected right under my eyes in a little pool.
There was a very big reason on why I named this journal what it is. Too many people DO take life for granted. I did. Until my body started giving out on me. Too many people go too fast and don't see, hear, feel, taste life! Take it from me...start to. It doesn't take that long. It takes longer to explain 'why' you didn't!
Life is too short. Just "LIVE" it!
I hope you have a blessed day.


arlenes627 said...

thanks so much. hugs!!!

queeniemart said...

at this point in my life, i take nothing for granted. Not after the winter me and my family just lived thru. I hope you have a good day today and aren't too cold outside, brr!
Love, lisa

ajquinn354 said...

Lisa enjoy each day, look for the good, enjoy your grandson and family, find time to laugh no matter how terrible you might be feeling.  Hope your appt. goes well today with heart doctor and you hear some encouraging news.  Bless you. Arlene (AJ)

pharmolo said...

I hope you have had a better day today, able to face the challenges that are in your way. We're here for you.


imgr8phil said...

Lisa, no matter what happens you have certainly left your mark here.  You have touched many people with your words and your story.  All I can say is to keep hope alive as much as you can and find something to make you happy.  I do hope you had a better day today and the tears weren't falling.  Take care.


cuteallison1980 said...

You have done well in not taking life for granted.  You have realized the important things in life.  Now if your family can realize that and make you happy that would be a good thing.  Hope you are doing ok and hopin' you have a pretty smile on your face.  Luv ya!