Friday, February 15, 2008

I'm getting more scared.

Ok...this is whats going on. I think I can remember. The day before and yesterday, my body was swelling again. I had gained another 10 pounds! I have been in my bed, trying my best to get the swelling down. And the pains of everything else I have going on as well. Yesterday was a pretty bad pain day for me.
My doctor had called me to let me know that she got me in to see my heart doctor. Well...mine left the practice so she got me in to see a doctor in the same practice. I think it's the one that my best friends moms sees. Dr. Czajka. (Sounds like Sycka) It's this morning at 8:15! Yesterday when my nurse came, I told her about my appointment for today. She told me that that doesn't really happen...meaning to be able to get in that place this fast! Oh Geesh! I just froze! She said that I must not be doing good for them to get me in so fast like they did!
I'm scared. I know I'll get through this, it's just a bit scary for me! Well...a lot really!
Also today is when someone from Legacy comes to check the air in my blood. I think thats what it is. Thats after my appointment. Whew! Then my physical therapist! I highly doubt that he will be able to do much today with my body swelling again. But, thats ok too.
Oh....I also printed out a few of those pictures I took of my legs, face and feet. I hope it helps.
I need to go. I woke up shaky again...and electricaly feeling again today. Meaning that I have the feeling of being shocked and it makes me shake! The shocking has gotten worse and everytime I get the 'volt' (lack of a better word), my body jumps and it makes me make sounds from my vocal. At first it kind of scared me, now I just laugh, because some of the sounds are pretty funny! lol I have no idea whats doing it, but it makes me laugh. :o)
Please, if you will keep me in your prayers. I appreciate it tremendously.
Bye........................


 

28 comments:

arlenes627 said...

'Shocking' is a symptom for some from Effexor antidepressant.  Do you happen to take Effexor? Blessing to you always.

momiscool2 said...

I will keep you in my prayers!!!!
Hugs,
Michelle

astoriasand said...

Payers always for you Lisa,sorry I couldn't upload your journal the other day.Take Care God Bless Kath astoriasand http://journals.aol.co.uk/astoriasand/MYSIMPLERHYMES

pharmolo said...

Gaining 10 lb is not good Lisa. Sounds like the Lasix isn't doing the job at all. Good luck with the appointment, keep us posted.

preciousone25 said...

Lisa, I'm sorry that you are having to go through all this... my prayers are with you!!

Joann

xxroxymamaxx said...

Honey of course I'm praying for you!!  Good luck at the doc appt!!  Love, Shelly

hugsdoodlewacky said...

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((LISA)))))))))))))))You know you always have my prayers.

memes121 said...

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madcobug said...

Sending up prayers for you. I am pretty sure the odd noise coming from your throat is water buildup in your lungs pushing the air out. At least that was what a nurse told be about my mother when she did that many years ago. I pray that the new doctor can get this under control. Hugs, Helen

sugarsweet056 said...

Lisa,
Sorry to hear you're not doing well, but hope this new Dr will be able to get you back on track. The nurse shouldn't have scared you, it wasn't her place to say that to you, perhaps the Dr just had a opening from another patient canceling, who knows. :) Cheer up, keep faith & hope.
Will keep you in my prayers, going to light a candle too.
Hugs,
Sugar

mlrhjeh said...

HI,

I CAN'T BELIEVE A NURSE WOULD SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT TO YOU!!!

I UNDERSTAND THE FEAR...I HAVE HEART DISEASE AND HAD A STENT PLACED IN 100% BLOCKED ARTERY ONE YEAR AGO TODAY!!!!

I WILL BE KEEPING YOU IN MY PRAYERS.
STAY POSITIVE AND REMEMBER TO BREATHE!!!

MARY LOUISE
http://journals.aol.com/mlrhjeh/WatchingMySisterDisappear/


lv2trnscrb said...

hi; I said a prayer for you; I do hope your appt went well and that the doctors can find out what's going on and give you meds/treatment to feel better

betty

peytonswater said...

Lisa, somehow we lost touch, that saddens me and I hate to see that things are not getting better. I'm sorry we lost touch, I will try to be a better friend to you this time around.
Much Love
Angie
And even though we haven't been as tight lately, I want you to know I'm never far away from you. You ever want or can have that massage you know to let me know, it's on me.  Anything else you need, I'm a drive away.

lisa41076 said...

Awwwwwww Lisa I am so sorry you are not doing well, keeping you in my prayers, Love Ya Lisa XO

bjm125b said...

Lisa. keeping you in my prayers, thinking positive here, is the important thing. Dumb assed nurse if you ask me.  Can't sit here too long today as I had a spinal shot on Monday. Not doing so good either but I am going to back on top very soon, I know I am ...Huggs BJ

cuteallison1980 said...

Try to think positively.  Read some of your entries for strength.  You have a lot of behind you and in our prayers and thoughts.  Try to have a good day sweetie.  Luv ya!

Allison

ajquinn354 said...

Dear you are always in my prayers....keep positive. Arlene (AJ)

chat2missie said...

Sending you lots of big hugs.
Missie

labdancer51 said...

Bless you Lisa, take care.

Love Sandra xxxx

http://journals.aol.com/labdancer51/SandrasScribbles

heavenlybama said...

Think positive Lisa........you're in my prayers!
Many hugs,
D

gehi6 said...

Oh yes, Lisa, I will certainly keep you on permanent prayers.  I know how scared and worried you must be, but to laugh at something in the middle of it all, that is great!  You are such a character, finding humor in everything, someway to enjoy your predicament and life the least little bit.  That is why you are an inspiration and so worth the getting to know you even though it scares me too as you describe your symptoms.  I am sure the doctors will be able to help you who are experts at this, so you will have to have faith in them.  Gerry

nightmaremom said...

sending good thoughts and prayers your way....  and several hugs
d

emabecmar said...

gonna say some extra prayers for you and sending you an email. ((((((Hugs))))))
Love,
Cindy

swmpgrly said...

you got it prayers coming

kellygib1@hotmail.com said...

wishing you all the best.....my thougths and my prayers go out to you. Keep on keeping the faith....
Kelly~

ndnhunny30 said...

You are in my prayers hun! Please keep us posted as you know more! I worry about you and sure wish I could just take away some of your fears, and pain! Keep on laughing sweetie.
Love and hugs, Robyn

sassyblonde29 said...

hang in there you have tremendous strength going thru all of this.you are in my familys prayers.keep your head up you have a strong mind and it helps fight illnesses.

dca721 said...

Lisa,
You are so strong, I admire that in you.
I hope the dr. can get your swelling under control and hope that you like the dr.
I haven't been online lately much because I had trouble signing in.
I've missed alot and need to catch up.
Take care.
Love,
Donna