Wednesday, March 21, 2007

I really feel betrayed

......I think I've found the person that has been going from my journal, and to a neighbor that used to live next door to me last year, her journal. Like she did say, I have a reader that goes to her and tells her things, so she doesn't "have" to read my journal! I found the person out! I'm very hurt by this and I've always had a trust issue....and I want to tell you, "Thanks! Thank you for making that worse now!" You knew we had our problems, and (K) told me about you. :o(
Just let me know what have I done? What have I done to the both of you? What is it that was/is that is so bad that I have to endure this? I'm hurt beyond beliefe! (K) and I have been ok. And thats the way it's going to stay, ( I hope) but I really trusted you. Not anymore. And the things that the both of you say you are, and then I find out about this, how dare you? And yes....it is enough for me! I don't know what it is about this town either!
All I can do is say a prayer for the both of you!
Lisa

17 comments:

queeniemart said...

I am so sorry you have been betrayed by someone you trusted. LOVE YOU, lisa

iiimagicxx said...

I remain confused on what has really happened or that you are certain to have discovered, but I do hear your anger. She is obviously not very far from you.
Valerie
http://journals.aol.co.uk/iiimagicxx/surreality/

sugarsweet056 said...

{{{{{{Lisa}}}}}}}
Sug

jenifrierson said...

Sometimes things happened that seem to hurt way more than others, a deep hurt that can only come with the disappointment from those who thought you could trust the most, or even worse, someone you thought you could trust because they had been there also.  I just have to constantly remind myself that not everyone is like me.  They don't always have a sincere heart when they act concerned.  I had a stepmother growing up because my mom died when I was 10.  Eventhough she was my stepmother she was the only "mother" I had.  I was crushed when I found out my own "mother" didn't edxactly have the best intentions in mind for me.  Turns out she's 30 years older than me and I grew up way before she did.  I had to.  I couldn't let her oppression keep me down.  Now I rejoice in knowing that no matter what, I've done the right thing.

ceilisundancer said...

Now that is bad.   To be betrayed by someone you already know you can't trust isn't good, but someone you trusted?   SO sorry :(   -- Robin

my78novata said...

{{{{{{LISA}}}}} how could they do this to you. WHY do this to anyone but especially you. Im so sorry someone has hurt you like tihs!!!!!!!

lisa41076 said...

Awwwwwwwww Lisa to be betrayed by someone you thought you trusted is awful, I'm so sorry, Hugs Lisa

kamdghwmw said...

I am sorry this happened to you. I would not let them bother you to much.
Kelli
http://journals.aol.com/kamdghwmw/noonmom

akapussnboots said...

Lisa,
what is going on in your life is yours to talk about to who ever you want. If these people dont like what you have to say about them, then they should not have come into your life and did what they did, then you wouldnt have it to talk about. If they send you e-mails then those e-mails become your private property and you can do with them what ever you want.  Again if it is things they dont want people to know or see then perhaps they should not have wrote them. am I wrong?
love ya, Rhonda

hugsdoodlewacky said...

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nightmaremom said...

aaaaaaaw Lisa.. I'm so sorry... why do folks have to stick their nose in?  Grrrr
love ya my friend
hugs
d

ajquinn354 said...

Lisa don't let yourself get upset by the action of others, you have enough on your plate dear without letting that get to you. True good people and friends don't do things like that to others, so just wipe them off as your friend and people you know list and go forward.  Not worth wasting another minute on them dear. From here on out, just enjoy every precious moment that you can. Arlene (AJ)  

pharmolo said...

A breach of trust is one of the worst sins people can commit against each other.

sweetestsin52605 said...

Geez mom, looks like as if there are some people out here that need to get their own life and STAY in it. This is YOUR life and YOUR journal, and you are FREE to write what makes you happy and what inspires you. Hence the word JOURNAL and FREE COUNTRY, well it was until that bastard of a president we have now f***ed it up for all of us and our troops. So anywho, stay out of my moms life and stay in your own peeps! Geez, the what is our world coming to, especially for my child??!!?? Love ya and sorry I haven't been here in a while, its Spring Break and I was/am spending time with the Jerm. lol. Love ya

toonguykc said...

We really put ourselves out there when we share our lives online.  I find myself talking less about work stuff in my blogs.  Censorship is bad enough -- but self-censorship is a real bummer.  I'm on your side.  Please know that.

Russ

lanurseprn said...

I just hate what people can do to each other.
Pam

dca721 said...

Hi Lisa,
My so called "best friend" of twently plus years betrayed me 2 years ago.
It felt like a knife in the stomach, I'm still not over it.
I am sorry this happened to you.
Love you,
Donna