Sunday, January 15, 2006

In too much pain......

I had almost 2 hours of sleep. I got up at 11:30 tonight. uuuggghhh! My back pain and a headache woke me up. I've taken some headsche pills and am hoping it will help. Before I went to bed last night, I was in so much apin, I could hardly walk again. When I went to bed, my husband layed down with me until I fell asleep. :o) He was worried. I just have good days and bad days, and yesterday was one of the bad ones. Too bad I have to wear clothes, or I would go without. It actually hurts to wear them anymore. All of my sences are very hightened.

My physical therapist comes this morning. I know already that it will hurt. But, it will also help as well.

My visit with my sister and her boyfriend was great! I miss them so much. :o) I really enjoy their company. :o)

Today it will be a week now of our loss. :o( I know it will get better after today. It is still very hard on my husband and I.

I'm going to try and see if I can lay back down to get more rest. If I'm not able to, I'll try to get a nap in today.

I really want to thank Dianne for your help! :o) You are such a wonderful person. :o) Since today is a Holiday, my phone calls will be postponed until tomorrow. But I will not give up. :o) I believe that I will get the medical things that I need. :o) And with help from others, it could be sooner. :o) Thank you so much! :o)

Thank you all for your comments, and please keep them coming. :o) God bless you. :o)


dianneclewien said...

Lisa, I so sorry you are having such problems with your "neighbors". I don't know about you but I was raised that neighbors help one another, not take out their aggressions on each other. Or to just be out and out mean. These are not people I would call "neighbors", they sound more like interlopers to me. How can people who are in the 40's act as these people do?? If they don't work where does their money come from? As I wrote that a thought came to me that I will send to you in a private email. There has to be a reason they are calling the police to have you stay off their property. I can not see you going there are harming them or their personal property in anway. Why did they make the offer of a hot tub to begin with, if they had no intention of following through? Maybe it's a good thing they didn't donate a hot tub to you after all. That would have just been another thing to hold over your head. My believe is no one should judge you for your money management until they have been in your situation...
Like you I have almost daily pain in my lower back, not so much the hips now. For about a week in Oct I could barely walk and my DR have me an injection right into the hip joint that seems to be working quite well for the time being.
I believe you can write what you would like to in your journal just don't mention any names...
You can always talk to me. Any time you feel the need to vent send me an email.

seraphoflove9001 said...

Thank you so much Dianne for understanding my dalima. Both medical and other. Which seems to tie into both at times. We were once friends during the summer, and one day, she ended our friendship saying that she needed to rid herself of "negativity!" Me. I do not understand this. And when we were friends is when she was going to help me with my medical needs. And then throws in my face the very thing that I truly need for my muscle pain, that "they" will be getting. They claim to be Christians, and I am too. But for my whole entire life, I have never seen people or Christains act the way these people do. She calls me "the evil spirit" and I don't know why. I have not and will never do anything to them. I was raised by the Golden Rule, and I still live by that. But to "preach" to me about the things that "they" are actually doing is plain wrong. And I agree, they don't know how hard it is to live with what we have money wise. And the pain that this aflicts on you. It hurts to no end. I'm still greiving and hope that I don't hear anything bad about me or my family doing so from them. They've hurts us enough.

seraphoflove9001 said...

I forgot to mention, I honestly don't care if she finds your journal and reads it. It might give her something to think about. Who knows. I just thatnk you so much for being my friend and being there for me to talk to about my loss. :o)