Tuesday, October 24, 2006

~Just be yourself...and thats all you need to do~

Sometimes the heart sees what the eyes can't! Very true! All you need to do is to just be yourself, and be true to yourslef! Never try to be someone that someone else wants you to be! Follow your heart! :o) In fact. I've done this same thing this week myself and in hindsight, feel that I wasn't true to myself for doing this. But, I can't take it back. I just pray for forgiveness, and move on in my life. :o) I can not let it get me down. And I'm not. :o) I have too much of other things to keep me busy in my life to worry about it. :o) Plus...I'm the type that doesn't "push" my way of life, or my belief's of opions down peoples throats. I just don't believe in that. I feel that you can catch more with honey then viniger. I use my side bar and graphics and have links on them that leads to some pretty good sites! :o) I hope you take that the way I mean it....not at all meaning my freinds journals at all! :o) I also need to update those as well! :o) I'll do that when I'm done with this. :o)

I was reading a friend of mine's journal this morning and it struck a nerve. I can really relate with her. I feel the same. I leave so much out of this journl because of I know that certain people do read it, and I don't want any repurcusion from it! Which when you come right down to it....I shouldn't have to leave anything at all out of it, and, The people that do read it should just get a life and stay out of mine! I'm not able to write anymore, or I'd write on paper. But, I did get a suggestion the other day which is such a good idea! I will try that out! :o) Then, I can write freely! And thats what I want to do! :o) Boy...this has taken me almost as hour to get this much out! LOL :o) My hands aren't swollen today! YAY! :o) Just hurt! Just glad they aren't swollen! :o) My eyes still feel like they are crossed though!!! LOL :o) Now thats a funny feeling! LOL :o) Hard to find the right keys to type! lol :o)

I've came to the conclusion that the new medicine has to be the one making me eyes dilated and feel like they are crossed! I think NeNe was right! :o) I take the medicines 3 times a day, and right after I take them, is when I have the strongest feelings of my eyes! LOL :o) I just stay seated! lol I'm not getting up when I'm like this...hu uh! :o) That equals disater! :o) I did get some much needed rest yesterday. :o) Wasn't on line much. Not at all like me! lol :o) By the way, I'm still not getting all of my alerts. Is anyone else having these problems? Maybe it will work itself out. :o)
I've been so gratefull that I've been getting sleep again! YAY! :o) That helps so much as well! :o) Tomorrow I go to the pain clinic....I'm not sure how I feel about that one. I don't want anymore injections. Which I don't think he will give me any...but to be on the safe side, I'll tell him no way, if he says he's going to! I'm in way too much pain to mess around. My mom is taking me..so it will be 2 against 1! LOL :o) Kidding! :o) For some reason today, I'm having a lot of cramping in my thighs. I'll just say, it's the fibromyalgia! I never know who the culperate is! :o) So...I'm hanging it on the fibro. today! LOL
I need to end this...my hands are shaking more. Geesh! Thank all of you for your emails and you comments! And yes, God blesses you each and everyday! :o)


my78novata said...

itshard to be your self and yes people can be so cruel. I feel for theother j lander its so hard. I really  hope things settle down after awards

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canyonsun04 said...

I sounds like you read the journal I left a comment in, so I hope you read it, it applies to everyone that feels this way. For me, I don't care what others think when it comes to my journal.  There are only a FEW that truly would impact me enough for me to hold back, and honestly those readers (you being one) don't judge me, so I'm good to go. Others?? Let them fall through the cracks. If you feel you can't let it all out, or journal for you, time to go private ;)
Love ya, I'm on your side with the dr.s tomorrow to. Please feel better

queeniemart said...

you are a treasure to me with a huge heart. You are very special and i thank God i have met you. I am tickled you are getting some rest now. I know how that had been really bothering you.

sneezy7125 said...

I'm always captivated by every word of your journal, it's so wonderful, as are you.
Is there any way you can get a different medicine that doesn't dilate your eyes?


astra1547 said...

i hope all goe's well at the pain clinic and you feel better soon too..best wishes to you Lisa!


kamdghwmw said...

I think you should write what you want and what is on your mind.

jlocorriere05 said...

You shouldn't worry about what others think when you write. When you get as old as me you'll stop worrying! Lol! Good luck at the pain clinic, I hope they can help you without too much prodding and making it worse like these medical people are apt to do! Jeannette xx  

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rainy35 said...

You should write whatever you wanna write and ignore the troublemakers.  I'm glad you're feeling a little better getting sleep.

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