Tuesday, December 20, 2005


Wow, what a day I had yesterday! My massage therapist came yesterday morning....OMG! Boy this was the most painfull massage yet! Whew! Those two new muscle lumps that I found, she was massaging, and the first one I actually screamed so loud, and I almost hit her! I've never done that one before! She usually holds my hand because she knows I hurt when she does this so I have somthing to squeeze. This time she had to use both of her hands and I had nothing to hold on to but my bed cover and that wasn't enough! I cried so bad. I got 2 hours of sleep last night because of the lump that is on my upper chest, (the one that really hurt) was hurting me all night. I'll try to get a nap in today. :o)

After that, my husband called me to tell me some good news! :o) He got his bonus check! It wasn't what it was suppose to be, but I went shopping with my best friend last night and I got everything! YAY! :o) I'm proud of myself for being able to get what was needed on the limited budget! :o) Plus....my husband got me a Christmas present as well! A new camcorder! :o) I can't wait to use it! Now I can record my grandson! :o) So now I am done with shopping already! LOL :o) That was so much fun! :o) Today my daughter does her laundry here. She doesn't have a phone, so I'm not able to call her to see if she will be coming today or not because of how cold it is. Right now it's 1 degrees! bbbuurrr!

It appears that there might have been a "missunderstanding" with someone that rights comments in my journal. My sister and I know "her" very well, and she does write "the things that I say." So, everything is fine, I certainly don't mind at all what she writes. :o) I want to thank "her" for all of "her" support! :o) "She" knows about the situation that my sister and I are going through very well.

I want to thank you for all of your comments, keep them coming, they really do help me get through my day! :o) Everyone's comments! :o) Stay warm and God bless you! :o)


apersonwithfibro said...

All I've been doing is speaking my mind! I deel that their mother just doesn't listen to what they are both trying to tell her and doesn't really read what is written to her! In my opinion...if their mother would take into account of how they feel, and not how they make her feel! Yes, everyone makes mistakes in their lives, but, when you let a man live in your house that the mother knows how he treats her children, and makes excuese for them, isn't looking out for their best interest and their futer! I have always stood up for my children, and always will, no matter how old they are! Thats just part of being a mother! So...I don't blame either one of them for feeling the way that they do! I would too! It talks in the Bible about incest! She will meet her Maker one day!
On a lighter point....I'm very glad to see that you had a great day! I am so sorry about all the pain you are in too! You really need sleep and less stress hon! I wish I could help you more on that one too! But so glad that you and your best friend had fun last night! Good for you!

soupergirl68 said...

I am glad you got what you wanted for Christmas..thats great. I hope you have a good day with your daughter and grandson today, give him a squeeze for me.

seraphoflove9001 said...

You can still speak your mind in my comments. I don't see were you have over stepped your boundries. You have been right all along! And, I think that you're right on what you said about "how it makes my mom feel," but not taking in consideration of how it makes her own daughters feel. For once maybe she could think of us too. She has always said that she's done everything for us, but, if that was the case, then why are we going through what we are now, and what we did when we were young? She could have said no to him, but chose not to. :o( I do thank you so very much for all of the support that you have given my sister and I through this situation. :o) Yes..I had a lot of fun last night! :o)It felt so good to do that! :o) And God bless you! :o)

jeremysbabydaul2 said...

I am glad that there are people that speak their mind on here. I know apersonwithfibro and she is really cool and speaks her mind and really doesn't care what others think about it. You go girl!! And mom, I love you so much. You ever need me, you have my new #. Hope things get better with others who don't care or understand. @~~~>>~~~~