Thursday, December 8, 2005

Nothing much.

Yesterday was another bad day once again. I had to take another pain pill to try and ease this pain a bit. I rested in bed most of the day. My son did all of my errands for me. :o) My daughter couldn't come over because she was busy. I was alone, which scares me when I'm in this situation. I never know whats going to happen. I don't have anyone else to call to come over to help me. My best friends car isn't working. :o( Plus, not hearing from my mom, I don't know what hours she works anymore, and I seriously doubt if she even would come. She's busy at work. I have a feeling that today will be another one of those days. My massage therapist is coming this morning, and when she's done, I'm in more pain then I started out with. But it does help. I've been using my wheel chair and my walker to get around. Too bad my sister doesn't live closer to me because I know she would be here in a heart beat. :o) Too bad she doesn't have a car either, she would be able to come up for a day to help. My mom baught her best friend a car, and my other sister a car, and I have a car, and she baught my other sister a winter coat. She has to walk to work in this cold weather, and her work is over 2 miles away from her home. And my other sister doesn't work, but has a car. :o( I would giver her mine in a heart beat if I could. :o) But, thats our life! :o(


I couldn't sleep all that well last night. I have too much on my mind still. I've talked to my husband about the situation thats on my mind, and he's not real happy at all! And neither am I, and I can't seem to get it through the head of the person the situation is about! He sees what this has done to me, and is not happy about that either! Hopefully I will be able to feel better soon. :o) I'm trying! :o) I plan on being in bed today again to try to rest my body.


Well, I suppose thats all for now. My pain level is way off my pain scale, and has been for a few weeks now. I'm still praying for at least one day of releif. :o) God bless, and all comments are welcome. :o) Everyone have a great day! :o)

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

I have NEVER hear in MY life the things that I have read about the way your mom treats her children so differently! What is she thinking? I just can not get over that! No wonder you are in so much pain! That is just plain rediculous! I truly wish I could help in some way or another! I just can't help but feel for the both of you!

Anonymous said...

Thank you for visiting my journal.  I am so sorry to read about the pain that you are in and I shall send healing and positive thoughts your way.  I am putting you on alert now.  You asked me for help with pictures and music.  I will help if I can but do not know if British journals are different to American.  Have you uploaded picture of graphics to your journal before?  Do you use ftp?  If not then I would have to explain those first to you which I would do in email if you would like. Or maybe you can use file manager.  Strange because it all seems long and complicated but when you have done it a couple of times it becomes second nature.  If you have have a picture you would like to put on your journal then tell me the name of it and I will try and help you do it.  Much easier if I could show you lol

http://journals.aol.co.uk/jeanno43/JeannettesJottings/

Anonymous said...

Just realised I used hubby's screename in my previous comment.  Please reply to me at jeanno43.  Oops he will not be best please lol

http://journals.aol.co.uk/jeanno43/JeannettesJottings/

Anonymous said...

Thank you jeanno! I will get back with you as soon as I can about this! :o) Your web site is just so beautiful! :o)
Lisa

Anonymous said...

Hello mom. Just try to not let it really get to you. It's their loss not yours. So smile and remember that Kayden is in your room right now with you!!! I love you.