Sunday, December 18, 2005

Worn out.

I had another great day yesterday! :o) I was just so worn out. But it was a good "worn out" way! :o) I was so exhausted from having so much fun! :o) My neice and nephew had to leave early. :o( Soon after, my mom came over. One of the first things she said was, so what questions do you want answered? My sister was still here and was upset. So I let her talk to our mom first. She really needed to get it all out. Then we talked a bit, but not very much. But I got out why I was so upset and what started it all. So, it's over now. Whew! If she listens about her friend, I hope. But like I told her, it's a life lesson that she will have to live with. Which is true. After that, I asked if they would make my bed for me. And they did! :o) I felt so nice to get in a soft freshly made bed! :o) Thank you guys! :o) Then my mom had to take my sister back home. :o( My best friend came over as well. :o) We were talking and all of the sudden I got that feeling if I didn't get to my bed, I wasn't going to make it there...I got that tired all of the sudden! So I had to excuse myself and get to bed.

I got up this morning at 12:30! I had 3 hours of sleep! My left hip was really bothering me. So, I'm up. My massage therapist comes this morning, boy, I can't wait for that! :o) I'll have to show her my new lumps that I have so she can massage them. :o( Thats going to hurt, but it helps so much. :o)

This weekend was the best I've had in such a long time! :o) It was great! :o)Even though my husband didn't get his check, having my family and best friend around made up for it! :o) My sister called me last night to let me know that she will be able to come up on New Year's eve! YAY!!!!! :o)

Please keep the comments coming! :o) God bless you all, and gentle hugs! :o)


apersonwithfibro said...

Thats sounds like such a good time! I see that you mother came over to talk. But she didn't have to come in with an attitude automatically! It would made it so much easier for you and your sister to be able to talk to her! I do hope that things went well! Yes....I feel that family is important too! Just hang in there! I hope that you get some sleep today! I'm still praying for you!

seraphoflove9001 said...

Yes, I had a really good time this weekend. :o) I do agree about my mom though. I know it just automatically made me feel like I was the one that started the situation. There was one thing that I did want to say so bad, but held back, but other then that, I'm hoping that things will be better as well. ;o) And thank you for all of the support that you've been giving me! :o)

lifeis2short4me said...

I have been reading your journal for a long time now, and I almost feel like I know a part of you from it. But there is one thing that has me a little worried right now, maybe I am way off and I am not trying to be a wanker. I like you also feel things, I can pick up alot just from reading the comments, I have been getting a feeling that is not "normal" from the conversations between yourself and apersonwithfibro. I get the impression that you are the same person. I thought I was wrong so I reread everything and I noticed that you both even wrongfully spell the same words. all it did was furthur my confussion, honey all I want to say is if this is true, please open up to someone you despertatly need to talk. When two personalities start coming out no matter what the situation, it is not good. I am sorry to bring this up but I trust my feelings and on this they are very strong. This is what I do for a living I do profiles for the FBI using my God given gift, so I am not just trying to stir things up or anything. Honey just please look out. God bless you and I hope you get on the road to recovery real soon.

seraphoflove9001 said...

I do appreciate your concern. However, my sister is very close to "Aperwithfibro," and maybe thats the link you might feel. She does know "our" situation very well, and is only trying to help out. I do hope you understand. :o) Thank you.

soupergirl68 said...

yes I am very good friends with a peson with fibro and she is very close to the situation she is my confidant so sorry for your confussion sorry i cant spell either hope nobody gets confused with me mispelling words that might be the same as someone else

lifeis2short4me said...

Sorry to have caused confusion. Lisa has e-mailed me and explained the closeness so I know understand what I was feeling. I was just worried and concerned.