Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Just talking.

Yesterday I was in so much pain. My upper body is so swollen. Those muscle lumps are all over now. :o( They really hurt. I can only raise my arms so far, and thats it. And move them so far. This will pass. I was able to get 7 hours of sleep last night! :o)

My daughter and my grandson came over yesterday so she could do her laundry. :o) Boy, did that really cheer me up to see the both of them! :o) I was able to take a nap. I layed down with my grandson when he was napping. :o) So cozy! :o) We had such a good visit. My daughter got a phone yesterday, so now I'll be able to call her. YAY! :o)

I didn't hear from my mom yesterday. Don't know if that is good or bad. I wrote to her asking how her new job went. :o) My sister is sick, and she still had to walk to work yesterday in this cold! :o( It's a little over 2 miles and it was too cold for her to do that. She did tell me that mom baught her another winter caot. But she doesn't have any boots. When she was here visiting, I wished I could have gotten her a pair, but I didn't have the money. :o( No wonder she's so sick. While I was taking a nap yesterday, my daughter told me that my other sister had called me, and she told my daughter that she was out driving in our moms van! ggrrr! Because her car has been inpounded. Then she should be walking too! That upset me so much, I couldn't call her back because I would have not been too nice. :o( I don't mean to be that way at all, but it just hit me the wrong way, when knowing that my other sister is walking in this weather to and from work everyday! :o( She gets another coat and my other sister gets to use our mom's van! Just doesn't seem right. Especially when she doesn't work! Just out driving! gggrrr!

I hope that today will be better for me pain wise. The pain actually would make me cry yesterday it was so bad. I don't have any plans today, except to get as much rest as I can to help ease this pain. Again...back to bed I go! :o) Thank you for all of your comments! God bless you and gentle hugs! :o)

.......................................Angels speak to those who silence their minds long enough to hear.

-  Proverb


apersonwithfibro said...

Oh my! If you are having that much should be in bed! Get as much rest as you can!
Oh wow! So...your other sister can use your mom's van? That doesn't seem very fair to your other sister! Especially if she doesn't have a job like she does! What is your mom thinking? I don't blame you one bit for being a little upset about that! I would have been upset too! It just sounds like to me, that your mom needs to sit down and think of her priortities! And your other sister is sick and walking everyday! Oh wow! What a trooper she is! But she doesn't have a choice it seems! So sad!
I bet you did have a good day with your daughter and grandson! It is such a good feeling to have your children around you! I know I do! Becasue I love them so unconditionally!
God Bless!

soupergirl68 said...

yes that upsets me because i was told nobody drives her van, and yea i work for a living and i dont have a car i have to walk she dont work nor has she really ever worked like i have.... so yea that does upset me but i guess oh well its not nobody elses problem just my own just glad that she has the stuff she needs to get thru her day. Maybe someday my life will get like that since im the one who would do anything for anybody and work my butt off to  survive so i can take care of my 3 kids that i chose to keep and lose because i wanted to run around town im the one who grew up maybe i should have stayed a kid too so i could have someone take care of me all my life. sorry to hear about your pain hope it starts easing up.

seraphoflove9001 said...

Boy do I know what you're talking about! Everything has always been handed to her and thats why she is the way she is, and mom will lie to us about it all! Which isn't right or very nice to us! I know how much I've worked for so many years and lied about my age to get a job! And worked all the up until I got fibro! I agree...maybe we both should act like her! Yes, I am pissed all over again! It's just not right at all! And I also agree about keeping your kids like I did too! We made it with them in our lives! Geesh! And No, I'm in more pain again, so like I said, I'll ne in bed all day once again!

apersonwithfibro said...

You've got to be kidding me?! You poor girls! I grew up the same as the both of you have, and I really know what you are talking about! Thats why I raised my kids the total apposite of the way I was raised because I never wanted them to go through what I did! You both are in my prayers!