Friday, January 26, 2007
~No man's land~
Good morning. Well....it's pretty cold here, 16 degrees! I'd like to have the fur that the Lions have in the graphic above! :o)
I was able to get some sleep last night. It felt good for a change. I can honestly say that my headache is all gone now! Finally! :o) It's been a week I think. Well...it will come back around 5:30 tonight! lol Thats for sure! :o) Why do men feel it's so important for them to badger a woman for something that they didn't do? Maybe since I'm here 24/7...that would mean that I would be the most likely suspect. ggggrrrr! At least my daughter knows the truth! :o) I don't think he wants to push me right now! I have WAY too much on my mind for stupid silly dramatic games right now! Because he also knows that I will become the most ultimite !
He will see this tonight, if he starts in on me again!!!
Yesterday seemed to drag on. I've been waiting for a package that I've ordered from ebay. I collect stamps. And I ordered a large deal of stamps and a new world stamp book. I've had my stamp book since I was maby 10 or 11. :o) Thats how long I've been collecting. :o) My Great Aunt got me started! :o) They arrived yesterday, so that gave me something to do. :o) Boy have things changed! lol My old book to the new one! :o) Thats something I'll be able to do while sitting in my bed. :o) I just can't believe how cheap you can get stamps on ebay! For the whole thing, including shipping was $5.00! :o) It just gives me something to do. :o)
My daughter had early classes today. So she just left. My grandson was in a lovey mood last night! :o) I love it when he's like that! :o) He just hugged and kissed me! So adorable! :o)
I don't have any plans for the day. I don't have the energy to do anything. Maybe a nap! LOL :o) Which I'll probably do anyway, because I feel so out of it already. Just blah!
I'm getting used to the fact of losing my limbs now. I've been doing alot of praying. I need the strength to carry on. And I will no matter what God gives me! Just except it, and continue to live. Thats all I can do. :o) I suppose this gift that I have been given is for someone in the future, so the medical field can better understand certain illnesses. :o) I hope I can help as much as I can for them. :o)
What I'm doing now is practicing so I'll know what to do when it all happens. Then I'll know what to do. Just like I do when I write, I practice writing with both hands just in case I lose my right hand, and I'll need to use my left hand. I can now write with my left hand. :o) I think we should teach our children these things for just in case! :o) I am now with my grandson! Because you just never know what the future holds for you! And you need to be ready. ;o) And never take life for granted! :o) You just can't.
I guess I'm too much of a fighter to let too many things pull me all the way down! Yes...I do get down, and I grieve. And I take a few days to do so, but...I grieve and do what I have to do to get through it and move on with my life! You just have to! Today is the present...and I've deciced to go ahead and open it up! :o) And I will do the same thing with the rest of my days! :o) They will be opened! :o) And wilth my joy and my happiness because I still have life! :o) And God is the reason for that! :o)
I'm going for now! :o) Thank all of you for your emails and commnets! They mean the world to me! :o) Gods blessings to all of you as well! :o)