.....Just to let you know, nothing in this journal's entry is toward anyone in specific, I use it to write my feelings, and about my illnesess,and in hopes it might help someone else as I do. And if you might take an entry wrong and feel that it is about you, I'm sorry but It isn't, it just may seem to coincide with your own life. May God bless you!......
I woke up early this morning at around 2:30. This pain is really starting up once again. Doing the most simple tasks are getting harder on me again. (not complaining) Reaching for somthing thats right in front of me is even hard to do. It hurts. If it's not pulling on my shoulder, it's pulling a muscle from someplace else. These illnesses are the oddest things! :o) I still can't figure the both of them out! lol
I had a nice surprise visit this morning! :o) My best friend came to see me! :o) It's been awhile. :o) She too isn't able to get out much. With her injuries from her work related accident...she can relate to alot of my pains. Her movements are now restricted as well. :o( I would never wish this or anything like that on anyone! It just makes me so sad to see her like this. And the possibilities of her never recovering from it scares me! I don't want that for her! :o( Because I know the pains she having and I don't want her to go through them. So now, her life is now limited also. I wish only the best for her. So far...she did come with some great news! :o) And I'm so happy for her! YAY! :o) You go girl! :o)
She also helped me fix a problem that I've been having with my printer. My Aunt gave me her's. It still didn't work. We've tried everything. All she did was sit down and did the same exact things that we've all done and it installed and I now have a working printer! LOL She's always had the magic touch when it came to installing my printers! LOL :o) Crazy! :o)
Yesteday, my Home Health Aid did her best to help me with my "area" of the house. She's just amazed at the "why's" and the "how's" that I have to my "area." So am I. Like..why don't I have a closet to hang my clothes up in? I don't know? Or something to hang my clothes on...that would be nice! :o) I'd like that. There are alot of questions I told her that I'd like to know too! :o) But I'd get the same answers by talking to this wall next to me! :o) She's such a sweetie! :o)
I've had so much on my mind and thinking about so many things. All the possibilities to where I could get the best treatments and all kinds of things when I do move. But I couldn't leave my children. They and my grandson are what I live for! So...who knows. ;o)
Then I hear yesterday....why don't I ever go out side anymore? What? And why don't I do thi or that anymore? Again...What? I'm thinking on the inside...you just did NOT say that! I just turned and looked and said, "Probably because I'm not able to, like I haven't been....remember!?" Then I hear..."Oh!" :::sigh::: Sometimes I have to just sit and wonder! :o(
I need to go....Thank you all for your comments! Yes...they do get me through my days! No matter what anyone says! :o) Gods blessings to all of you!