.....Just to let you know, nothing in this journal's entry is toward anyone in specific, I use it to write my feelings, and about my illnesess,and in hopes it might help someone else as I do. And if you might take an entry wrong and feel that it is about you, I'm sorry but It isn't, it just may seem to coincide with your own life. God bless you!......
A roller coaster ride! And my heating blanket!
All in one day! WOW!
I'll start with my heating blanket. I put it on my bed. I had it up to the setting of 9! It was helping my pains feel somewhat better. :o) And my constant shivering. My physical therapist came yesterday morning and she wouldn't even touch me! Thats a first in all these years! She's only suppose to give me the deep tissue massages for my fibromyalgia and thats it. She feels that the MS is really taking over right now and would not touch me! I don't blame her. To be honest...I'm glad because I knew it would really hurt! Whew! :o)
I can't even describe these new kinds of pains yet! They're all over my body and so many different ones! Big time ouchies! I've been wearing my winter robe and stating under my heating blanket. It doesn't take all the pains away...but it does help. ;o) I'm gratful for that much! :o)
My daughter and my grandson spent the night last night! :o) That was great! :o) It meant alot to me! I was able to give and recieve gentle hugs anytime I wanted and needed them! :o) Great medicine! :o)
Tomorrow is my grandsons birthday party! :o) I can't wait! Wow..2 years old already! :o)
My son will have to take my electric wheelchair in his truck for me so I'll be able to go. :o)
Now...the roller coaster ride! ggrrr! From one extreme to the other here!
Of course...what does an alcohilc do? They show their ass! Right? They act like kids!
Once again...This was my night with him last night! He came into my cubicle and started in on me. I wasn't going to take it! So...I didn't! After his little "song and dance," I told him that he needs to stop this coming in and trying to fight with me....stop the acting like a child...stop DRINKING! I sat there as he was laughing at me...and when he was done...he asked me if I was serious? I said yes! Then the deffensive side comes out...right? Then thats what happened. Good grief! You can't reason with them. But you can try your best to help. I have...and I did once again! I told him that he needs help! I pray for him...but I do that when he's not around me....he will mock me. :o( Thats not funny! After a few hours...he finally left my room! I came out and checked...and it looked like my daughter had already gone to bed! Whew! I'm glad. He doesn't realize what he's doing...even when he's being told straight to his face! Sad.
Onto a better note....
Today is going to be a much better day! I've already decided that! :o)
My daughter and grandson are here...and I plan on having fun! :o) They both...as do my son...just generate love from them! :o) Love it! :o)
I seen this quote...and I hope the "she" doesn't mind that I use it! :o) It's so very true! :o)
"The two greatest fear busters are knowledge and action."
Thank you for your support and comments! Gods blessings to all of you! :o)