.....Just to let you know, nothing in this journal's entry is toward anyone in specific, I use it to write my feelings, and about my illnesess,and in hopes it might help someone else as I do. And if you might take an entry wrong and feel that it is about you, I'm sorry but It isn't, it just may seem to coincide with your own life. God bless you!......
Good evening to you all! :o) Am hoping that you are all are feeling good and not in much pain. ;o)
I was able to get to bed around 3:00 am last night. That was better then staying up the whole night. ;o)
My pains woke me up early at around 7:30 this morning. ggrr! :o) Not too bad...I still was able to get enough sleep! :o) Very thankful for that!
It was quit this morning. will get used to it. :o) My Home Health Aid came today. :o) That helped alot to break my day of silence and to have someone to talk to. :o) I don't like to be alone either. She hung some curtains for me that I had baught a year ago...in this room. :o) I love them...it brightens the room up! :o) Now I need to get another set for the other window...but since it's been so long ago...it's going to be abit hard to find a good match! :o) I really appreciate all that she does for me. She folded my clean clothes for me that has been sitting in the basket since Monday, because I haven't been able to do it myself. I've really been in a bad way for the past 4 days now.
During the day times...for some reason...I have been getting so cold that on Monday, I had to get out my down comforter, and use my quilt and my blankets that are on my bed and cover up with....and I just get underneath them all and try my best to get warm! I just can't seem to! I've gone out side in the heat...but all that has done is made my pains worse. I get back under all my covers and just shiver! I'm bone cold! And my whole body is in so much pain...it brings tears to my eyes! I just lay there and most of the times, I fall asleep. I don't sleep for very long because the pains wake me up. This is whats been going on for the 4 days. I dreed tomorrow when my physical therapist comes! I know it's really going to hurt! I know that this too shall pass! :o) I just have to wait it out! :o) And I will. :o)
I did have a surprise visit tonight! :o) Jeremy, my grandson's daddy...brought him over!!!! :o) YAY!!! :o) My son opened my bedroom door and said that my grandson was out back! I thought he was pulling one of his tricks on me! I look out the window, and I saw his car! :o) Sooooo...I grabbed my camera and headed out back!
That baby can over ride my pains any day!!!! :o) He's my natural medicine to me!!! :o) I opened the back door and said hey you...come give me a big hug and and kiss!! And he came running!!! :o) AAWWW!!! It was heaven!! :o) He jumped in my arms and I huged him and kissed him and it was great! :o) My son and his daddy were playing guy things...so I did my best and went out in the back yard and sat in a chair and took pictures!!! :o) Sooooo...I have pictures!!! :o) Bless him!!! :o) I just sat there and took it all in and loved to watch them all play! It was wonderful! :o) I loved it! :o) Happyness! :o)
My daughter was still at school and he works nights, and thought he would drop by and visit for awhile with my grandson before he had to go to work! :o) What a sweetie he is! :o) He knows how much that meant to me! :o)
So...I had a great time and when it was time for them to leave...I was fine! Because I was able to give my grandson a hug and a kiss! :o) Thats so important to me! :o) My daughter called me tonight and told me that they are going to come over tomorrow after her classes and spend the night!!! YAY! :o) I can't wait! :o)
I'm going to put some pictures up that I took tonight! :o) I have too! :o)
After this evening's events...my body is really in alot of pain right now...lol..I'm just typing like I'm a chicken just pecking at the keys right now! LOL :o) I just had to write about my great day! :o) And with that...I do want to that all of you for your ecards...comments and emails! :o) Gods blessings to all of you! :o)