I think I know why I couldn't sleep/and other stuff...

.....Just to let you know, nothing in this journal's entry is toward anyone in specific, I use it to write my feelings, and about my illnesess, and in hopes it might help someone else as I do.I do not pretend nor imatate to be someone I'm not.I have to be careful, apparently someone is way too obsessed with 'my' life. And if you might take an entry wrong and feel that it is about you, I'm sorry but It isn't, it just may seem to coincide with your own life. And if there is something in what I write that "offends" you, options; don't read, or realize that this IS real life, and get out of your plastic bubble and learn more about it! God bless you!......

 

 

Good morning! Hoping this finds you feeling great without any/much pains today!

Last week, my daughter and my grandson spent the night more then usual. Believe me...I just love it when they do! :o) Yesterday, my daughter and my grandson came over. She just wasn't feeling very well again and came in and layed down in my bed. My husband was out back playing with our grandson! My daughter was working on some math problems from school and decided to spend the nigth! YAY! :o) When they spend the night....they sleep with me in my bed! My grandson is in the middle of us! And boy is he a snuggle bunny too! I just love it! I love to snuggle!
Well....it hit me that the nights I wasn't sleeping, were the nights I was alone in my bed! :o) Because last night...lol...I slept like a baby! :o) That has to be a big part of why I wasn't sleeping very well! Because even though I have a lot of pains....I do sleep so much better when they are here!
Like all day yesterday, I was having some major issues with my body! Yikes! It felt like my whole body was in something 'thick,' and it was very hard for me to even move my arms! So, my whole body was giving me a time...along with some severe pains in my hips and knees. When I stood up, it felt as if I was going to fall. No matter what I was using to assist me in walking. (yes I know, I should be in my wheel chair) My husband was out back and I was letting him know something.....so I just went ahead and went out side and walked to him....wrong thing to do! All of the sudden, I was like a rag doll! He got me to my ramp and I held on to it as he camein the house to get my walker! He put me on that and helped me back in bed. So...thats where I stayed! :::sigh::: And when my daughter came....I was still in a lot of pain and feeling the same way. So, when I layed down to sleep....I 'did' sleep....because she and my grandson were there with me! They are like a medicine somehow to me. :o) Especially my little snuggle bunny! :o)

Oh! My Home Health Aid that really helped me yesterday....she's a new one! She's not the one that would come in and then sit right down and smoke! This one has been here 2 times, and has already did so much more then the one that had been coming for over a year! No kidding! My husband was so happy and relieved as well to see how much got done in this room! He now says that he will be able to get the bed up and a few other things done this week! It really made me feel so good to see his eyes and his reaction when he came in this room! I know how hard he works and all of the hours that he puts in, and it just made me so happy to see him like that! He just does so much around here after he gets off of work, I always feel so bad for him.

I want to thank someone for talking with me yesterday and I truly hold such high regaurds for! (G) You don't realize how much you helped me. I love to talk to a person that is honest with me! Because thats how I am. What you see/read, is just me. And thats it! Again, thank you from my heart to yours! :o)

I just want to say this again, yes....I am a very emotional person and I really don't hide it all that well. I suppose that my childhood might have a lot to do with that.

Tomorrow I go to the Adult Day Care Center. I didn't get a schedual yet for this months activities. But I do know that have Bible study everyday...which I do like! After that, they serve lunch, and then a craft time! :o) After that is snack time! Not too bad with what kind of activities there are. They even have a pool table! Yesss! I love to play pool! LOL I haven't played though since my illnesses, but I'm sure going to try! My husband and I used to play pool every weekend! And darts! Now that sounds like fun too! lol We would also play this card game of his called ' Back alley Bridge!' LOL I told him that he's had to have made that game up! LOL Every time we would play...we both would get to laughing so hard! lol Wow....just now thinking about how long it's been since we've played. I'll have to ask him when we can play cards! :o) Or really...any game that we have! We have so many games that we would get when we lived at our other house! This was before I was diagnosed. We would host a lot of parties and play games! Our house was so big, we were the ones that also had Thanksgiving dinner and Christmas dinner at for our families! :o) I loved it! I miss it too. :o) I have video's of a few of those times! If I knew how to put a jvs tape on the computer I would and share a lot of things with you! We used to do so many things as a family! Great memories! :o)

Ok......I will end this chapter here! My body is still feeling goofy like it was yesterday...so I think I need to do something about it. I have one pain pill left! eeekkk! But if it just takes the edge off of it...just that will help so much!
I'll see ya' on the flip side!

Thank you all so very much for your support and sticking by me! It really means so much to me! If you only knew how much! Thank you for just being yourselves! I wouldn't want it any other way! You all make me smile!
Oh.....yes, I'm back up again on journals. Just having to rest so much in my bed is slowing me down some, on being able to get around to all of them. I do hope that you understand. :o) God bless all of you! And He does!

 

 

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