Today's the day!! :o)

.....Just to let you know, nothing in this journal's entry is toward anyone in specific, I use it to write my feelings, and about my illnesess, and in hopes it might help someone else as I do.I do not pretend nor imatate to be someone I'm not.I have to be careful, apparently someone are way too obsessed with 'my' life. And if you might take an entry wrong and feel that it is about you, I'm sorry but It isn't, it just may seem to coincide with your own life. And if there is something in what I write that "offends" you, options; don't read, or realize that this IS real life, and get out of your plastic bubble and learn more about it! God bless you!......

 

 

Good morning everyone! I hope you are all feeling/doing great this morning!

Today I finally go see my neurologist! YAY! :o) I have things wrote down and a couple of suggestions from a friend of mine that I printed out, that I'm going to take with me. I don't know what to expect when I get there and I don't know how long it'll take as well. But....I'm not going to leave his office without something that will help me! My pain is invisable, but I sure can open my mouth and speak for it!

I had a great day yesterday! My son, daughter, son in law and Jim all told me jokes about me coming out! LOL They were good ones! lol My son in law had me laughing so hard! LOL They all were killing me! :o)
But, there was another thing that my family did as well. They all told me how proud they are of me for speaking up! :o) My support is tremndous! That makes me happy!

Yesterday, my physical therapist came and she still couldn't really do my left side. It still really hurts too. My nurse came also and did her thing. She took my blood pressure and it was fine, but just a bit low. Then she asked me to stand up so she could take my blood pressure, she had a thought......she took it again, and my blood pressure went down fast! She said that that could be a reason for me falling so much lately! I never thought of that one. So, I'm going to be more carefull when I stand up.

Things are really so different here! It's like since I told everyone that I was gay, there is a more relaxed feeling in the house! Plus, Jim has been talking to me again like he used to! I'm glad about that. He even wanted to play a few games with me when I had to rest in bed! Thats been a long time since he's done that one. The negative feelings are gone! YAY! Maybe I was feeling that way because I was carrying something for so long, and made it more tense here. That could be. Either way, it's gone! Thats what matters to me. :o)

I need to end this chapter for now, I need to get ready for my appointment.
I REALLY want to thank all of you for your support! The support in BOTH situations that was going on in my life! A HUGE Thank You! :o) And please....do something, anything, that will make you smile today! :o) It helps you to get through your day! God bless all of you!

 

 

Tags: Support, Love, Family, Living, My life!